You know where I get my most intelligent conversations? At the dinner table. My family does the whole lets have dinner together and its not intentional but we end up spending hours at the dinner table just talking about stuff. Not its more in my living room because my dad has this machine located there where he has to spend about 2 hours everyday working his knee on. And so we move the conversation there sometime. We were talking about the war in Iraq today. First of all we all realize that the Iraq war isent really fighting anyone right? Its a war against terror. I think if we really want to fight terror we should deal with the wackos in our own country killing, rapping, stealing. But instead we tackled other peoples "Terror". And my dad said something that kind of stuck the other day during dinner. we're fighting a war loosing a ton of valued life but them in Iraq dont value lfie. They dont care if they live or die. Their families dont spend a lot of time thinking about it because in their minds ripping of a suicide bomber is a one way ticket to heaven. (maybe it is, who really knows? I dont believe that though). Its a war we could never win. Because we care and they dont. Its just something to think about.....

I had a decent day today. I pulled a really high grade on my english and history tests. A's all the way! We got new seats and I get to sit by a sweet guy named sebastian. For your information im not really crushing on some of these guys but I just like their presence and being around guys. Its nice and diffrent. I feel like im easier to get along with and want more friends. I had some girl time today :) . Akira came over and we practiced some womans choir songs for awhile and then we kind of stopped doing that and had fun and talked about some stuff. We listened to some music and it was nice being around someone with my age who you can just talk to and that can relate to you. Its almost thanksgiving break which should be fun!!! Samira is coming!!! :)

F.W.B also known as friends with benifits. I dont like it, and im not going to beat around the bush about it. I dont like that some people dont want to commit to you. To me that just like getting a free hooker. Someone who will fufill all of your needs and you will give nothing to. Its the equivilant to the suicide bomber (ok thats an over reaction but ya know). They get what they want and they dont care because they already got that kiss or that date to prom. I mean I understand some people dont believe in "Real" relationships. With a man and a woman. And I dont really know how I feel when it comes to non-straight people because even if they wanted to its illegal for them to commit. But I think if you really care about someone your not going to want or need anyone else. But what do I know. Im just a girl from lawrence kansas. But a wise person would listen to me and not get it an open relationship because when they leave your for the next beinfactor you'll feel used like a kleenex. Used once and thrown away.

Song of the day:
She is love - Parachute. Great songs!!!

Quote of the day:
Life is the art of drawing without an eraser.

You guys get two today...heres the second ond:
Tears of joy are like the summer rain drops pierced by sunbeams.