Hows it going everyone? Ive had a pretty good week if i say so myself. If I had to pick a highlight of my school week it would either be the bus rides home of history, because we've been playing this game called the urban game. And its representing Europe after the industrial revolution and you create your own town and watch it grow and stuff. It is really cool! Yesturday was a tough day around my house. My brothers parent teacher confrence did not go well. We're all going to have to try a lot harder to help him and make sure he improves. Its weird because a lot of things that came easily for me didnt for him. And we have very similar dna. I've also been enjoying spanish class. The rein of the not so great student teacher is wearing off!!

Yesturday I went to a meeting with my friends (akira, taz, sarah, marina, that group) to a thing called friends for firebirds. And its about students being friends with people with downsyndram, autism and stuff. It made me realize what its like being them. When their in the hallway, people just autamatically walk the other way. When they sit at a lunch table no one sits there. Its not on purpose, well not my opinion at least it just isent and option in my brain. I mean I sit at the same table everyday but its filled with friends and we talk and laugh and stuff. They never get an oppurtunity of that. The only people they get to hang out with is their parents. And this is gonna be a couple times a month we're gonna do puzzles and just hang out with the special ed kids. Great huh? Its a wonderful cause. But im gonna be honest...im a little worried about it. Although they made it sound like its gonna be the same as hanging out with your friends its not....come on I know its not. And I just dont want it to be a burden or something I dread you know? Dont get me wrong im gonna do it, but I feel like my whole heart wont be in it. Does this make me a bad person? And I love lunch with my friends and I think everyone deserves them but what are we gonna do? Some of them dont talk and maybe they wont even like us. But we'll see what happens and ill keep you posted.

Alright yesturday I watched a Chris brown interview. He was on 106 N park. I like that show but ive never seen it that way. It was serious and I could tell the girl on there didnt really like him. He discussed rihanna. The part that got to me was when he said its not just a room full of people hating you, its the world. And he admitted to feeling a little sorry for himself. He said he thinks he had a fitting punishment for what he did and what other people with the same crime dont have to deal with it the possability of loosing your carrer and getting hate mail and weird looks from people who dont even know you. Its pretty sad. When asked what he'd tell thje chris brown from a couple months ago he said,"make some wise desicions, brotha your not invincible. And remember what you have could be gone tommorow. " I didnt like the brotha stuff. It made me feel he wasent taking it seriously. He also said he is not his stepfather because he is a better person now.

Another part that got me was when he said, " i read everything, watch all the shows, read the papers, all the blogs.....". Blogs. He may have read my opinion on what happened. Just in case hes reading this now. Chris brown I am not deniying that you are freaking adorable and have the voice of an angel. Trust me I havent forgot it. I have cry no more, and I can transform ya on my ipod. Along with russion roulate. I havent changed my opinion on your music but im not yet convinced about you as a person. But ill keep watching those interviews :).

Thats all for today, peace

Song of the day:
Spotlight Usher and Gucci maine

Quote of the day: There's only one person I want to thank, and that is Jay for putting a ring on it." - Beyonce