Ok so I thought for a long time about it and decided that im not asking prince a. to go to formal with me. Dont get me wrong I would love to go with him and it would be a dream come true but I dont think thats the enviorment I want that moment to be in. And I dont know if i'm ready to ask him out yet. Or if I can. Like I have asked like one guy out and it wasent even face to face. So I was thinking some day next summer , I could just call him and just say how I feel? But anyways im not ready to do that in my school with all these people (some of which I dont even like) ruining the day thats supposed to be perfect. So I will do something about it but formal isent the step im going to take for it. I think I'll just go to formal on my own and enjoy myself with some friends and hope it goes well. But the idea of asking him out is officially an option because life is too short to just be pleased with a fantasy. Am I right? I'm pretty sure im right.



Next week i'm going to take my written drivers test and then i'm going to be able to start practicing with an actual car! I'm really excited becaue now seems like a good time and i've been taking practice tests and at first I was failing but I just got an a 100% one! Its really exciting! I've also been reading the newest book in the pretty little liars series. Its amazingly good!! I'm starting to believe the dont trust the cop stuff after this mystery book. I've also been very into keeping up with the kardashions latley. And there was a recent episode where kris was urging her husband bruce to have plastic surgery. To me it seemed like she thought he was ugly and made him fix it. But she ofcourse said its because she thinks he feels uncomforable with himself. Is that ok? To make someone you love change themselves because you dont like it. I think not. But the show has been really good but it ended with a LOT of breakups. Which is always saddening. Rob is no longer dating that cheetah girl after he totally intruduced her to his family and was caring to her. It was sad. But her family was too conservitive for his crazy family. It was cute though, him trying to change them.



I think im addicted to keeping up with the kardashions. I just cant stop watching it. Theres just something exciting about the way they live their lives. I'm going to watch again in a second but I figured something out. I dont really want those realationships with some of the guys I meantioned to work out. I just enjoy their attention and kinda like talking to them but im its really superficial and i dont like their personalitys. BUT I do want i to work with prince. I REALLY do. And I need to do something about it. So im going to start thinking about a possible fb mail letter to send him.....

Song of the day:
My boo - Usher and alicia keys

quote of the day:
Make a wish, take a chance, make a change and breakaway (a.k.a. talk to prince)