I just finished watching the coolest movie! 50 first dates!! Samira told me about it like a year ago and I FINALLY got to it!! I loved it so much! It was one of the most romantic things ive ever seen. I wonder though what that would be like, having to start over all the time. Thats just one more thing I can be thankful for having in my life. A pretty good memory. It also reminded me that theres a happy ending for everyone. Yesturday I watched Four christmases! That was equally good. It made me crack up laughing! That one is about this couple who lies to their families every christmas about helping some kind of cause , but this year it got fogged and they were on the news so they had to visit all 4 of their familys. They realized without reaching each others past they didnt really know each other and they also realized they want to have a family and get married and stuff! I never really understood people who would rather spend their life "playing the feild". Dosent that basically mean you'll never be loved or cared for and your looking for romance but not true love? Oh well who am I to judge, it just dosent seem that great to me.

I read a really really really really good book yesturday as well. I read it from start to finish in one day. Its called thirteen reasons why. Its about this girl who commits suicide and right before she does she makes a tape about the thirteen people who brought her to this desicion and they have to pass it on to one and other and they all hear how they became part of the story. Its made me realize that its definatly the little things that add up to making a person feel so broken and so unloved. I was always the person who said Suicide is stupid, people who do it are stupid, and that when people say their gonna commit suicide it means their not really because if they really didnt care for a thing on earth they wouldent tell anyone and they'd just get on with it. But I realized I was wrong. Its not like the people who do this want to leave earth, the reason they tell people is because they are dieing for a good reason not too. their dieing for someone to come to them and make them feel like they matter. Some of the biggest signs is a drastic chage in apperence like chopping off all your hair, or suddenly wearing NO makeup or something. and the second sign is giving away your stuff with no genuine explanation so watch out for that and dont be afraid to try and make a diffrence in someones life.

The american music awards are tonight and im pretty excited!!! Alright have a good rest of the weekend. And tommorows basically the first AND last day of the school week! Can I get a YEAH!

Song of the day:
My place - Nelly (Its really old but it reminds me of a really good summer I had around 2004 or 2005 and I never turn it off when it comes on shuffle).

Quote of the day:
The only abnormality is the incapacity to love

THing you better do at 7:
WATCH THE AMERICAN MUSIC AWARDS! (yes im talking to you Samira!)