So I was watching tyra back to back, I havent been able too in so long, because Tyra can have some iffy topics and my dad freaks out when I watch entertaiment tonight so its a bad idea to watch tyra in front of him. Plus for some reason he hates her along with paris hilton (who apperently looks like a rat?) and Larry king (who apperently needs to retire). Anyways if that dosent say enough my dad and I have pretty diffrent tastes in tv. But back to Tyra, she got in a deep whole when people started saying she was making her models "black". She did a shoot to celelbrate diversity and she switched up people skin tones.Some of those white models became like black asian mixes and some other rare stuff. And she said that her goal was to get people to see that theres beauty in every color. She had a woman on her show who was "too dark". She was black but she wanted to be lighter, not white, but lighter so she bleached her face and all her kids faces, so she could be whiter and people would believe it. Thats pretty gross. But it modern society it seems like everyone wants to be darker by tanning or lighter by bleaching. Even in Africa where EVERYONES black. Its time we love ourselves people. If we dont love ourselves nobody will love us.

Ok so for the tv update. My favorite couple, Chuck and Blair are still happy and together. The 3 some has basically made things really awkward between dan, his girlfriend, and his best friend. Apperently during the 3 some Dan was waaay more into vannessa then olivia. and shes pissed and left him making him realize how much he loves vannessa who found another guy. Serena was afraid she would start an affair with congress man trip (hes like 20 by the way), and he also happens to be nates cousin. But when he figures out his wife lied to him he comes to the bar where Nate and Serena are hanging out and remembering the shepard wedding where they lost "it" to each other. Right when Nates about to kiss her (AWWW! they would be so cute together). The congress man walks in and leaves with her and the affair is on! No one tree hill update for you guys! You should all be watching it. tonight on fox is glee!! then right after on Abc Janet jacksons first interview since the death of her brother the late and great michael jackson.

Me update! Well im basically doomed and will fail at life because my math grade is a .......very very very low b-. closer to a c then i have EVER been before. Its terrible. And she says its my fault for not "making math a priority". i got so upset. All thats left is a prayer. And a bad habbit is forming. Today I learned how to make the most perfect cookies and I ate a lot of them. I really need to loose weight. I havent really made it a priority yet, and I should! This is the biggest ive ever been in my whole life. I used to think I was fat when I was about 20 pounds lighter and this is no good. At all! ugh..life is stressful. Ive dropped some of my male intrests. I think im basically left with 2. The otheres I havent really talked to for that long but im not gonna lie some of those guys is really dreaming big. But whats the point of life if you cant dream....... whos still on the list you may ask. Prince (dreaming big), Ruben (idk), and a little bit of sebastion....not enough to call him a third

Song of the day:
Just a dream - carrie underwood

Quote of the day: "You kind of get 10 seconds with each person and you never really say anything and I kind of got bored of saying, 'Hey, how are you doing?'" Pattinson tells the talk show host. "[A fan] said in her 10 seconds, 'What can I do to get your attention?' I was like um, just take your clothes off." The fan's reaction? "She stood there and frantically started taking her clothes off and got dragged out of the room by security," says Pattinson. "I never felt more terrible." - Robert pattison