So everyone has been told by their parents dont do this? And if you havent then you must be the perfect child, call cnn right now!! Now everything you learn you supposedly get from your parents right. So if a small kid drops the f-bomb and the mother says dont say that when they you that as every other word is it right? I mean I know that the goal of a parent is to make the kid the best thing they can be but whats the point if your gonna go on and do it anyways.


I think that the parent in that senerio is like the 14 year old girl who cant take her own advice, even though she knows it a good idea. Theres just a block. anyways enough third person talk. Did you know that Im gonna be singing at a MLK assembly? I dont know if I talked about it yet but im getting pretty excited. Its a small group thing in diversity club. Im started to really like it there. Feel a little more at home. Same with freestate. I had to work in a group in english today and it went ok. Like we were gossiping and talking like friends. I like schools that feel like a second home, because if it dosent its just a little awkward.


Now im also thinking about being perfect. Its everyones goal right, perfection? Us christians say W.W.J.D as in what would jesus do and its supposed to help us make decisions because Jesus was perfect and we should be a perfect human. But the truth is we arent are we. No one is. Whenever I tell my mom not to do something and say W.W.J.D she always shes "AH, mungu hana doa ata moja, mi nitam pata wapi. (God dosent have a single stain, how can I keep up with him). But thats not a reason to stop trying to be the best person right? I want to agree with that and at some point I want to say no. Because no matter how hard a person trys they will not be perfect. And why should you spend so much time thinking about what a perfect person would be or do when you cant be that. In a way im thinking that you should be the best you possible. If you do drugs the first step for the best you would be you being drug free. If thats all you can do I think you should be proud of yourself because there is someone out there who couldent do what you did. I mean there are few people who should be proud of themselves at all you know? Most people did at least 1 good things with their life and you should be happy with that.



song of the day:
Love me - Justin beiber

Quote of the day:
Just because something dosent do what you planned it to dosent mean its usless