putting the puzzle peices togehter

I learned something today. You know they say that you learn something EVERYDAY? well its true. I love learning tidbits of information about life. Its almost like lifes a gigantic puzzle and you find little peices everywhere. And at the end you can complete it with everything you learned. Anyways, back to the info. I always wondered what happens during engagments. I mean I understand that the guy gets on one knee and asks you to be his forever. its the most romantic thing ever. But what I was always curious about is where HIS wedding ring came from. do you buy one as soon as possible? Do you give him his on the wedding day. Apperently, he buys your and his. its like a matching set. Buy one get one free (or for a million dollors). So he buys both of them! Now you know and its mikes super short show (I miss the old disney....)

A human emotion that everyone has but no one likes is jelousy. Everyones been jealous of someone else before. I dont know a single person that is so confident that they dont get impressed by someone elses thing. Thats one of the ten commandments given to moses (never want something of your neighbors). Its not a good thing obviousley but it happens. Today I went out with Akira, Taz, Marina, and Terry. Terry is akiras boyfriend. Right after we had lunch thye "left" together for about 2 hours. I'm so happy for her. I like that she may have found the love of her life. And I'm even happier that he loves her back. But...i'm kind of jealous that she has what I want. Its the cutest thing them together. He seems like a sweet guy. I dont want to date him. thats not what im trying to see, its just that I want a sweet guy to love me and care about me. The only thing thats a bit of a turn off in their relationship is.....

Its one of those "secret dating" situations. A cant date untill her 16th birthday. So they lie about their relationships. they pretend to be going out with friends and then the two of them leave the group and go have a relationship. It is true love, risking everything for the one you want. But it seems like theres something wrong. The thing I like about weddings is that their telling the whole world that this is the person they want to be with forever. And they want everyone else to share the expirence with them. But when its a secret relation ship its almost like you shouldent be proud of what your doing. Theres somehting wrong about it and thats why you cant say or do it for the whole world to see. But maybe this is just the rough patch that certain relationships have to go through only to be able to love the person openly forever. I hope it works for them. But thinking about it would I do the same thing? If I found someone that i think it could work out with and that made me happier then i've ever been. I think I might. and would I want friends to be supportive and be a part of the little game? I'm pretty sure i'd want that too. I'm gonna be there for her and then maybe if I ever get into that situation she'll cover for me.



I figured out another little puzzle piece today. the way people drive kind of discribes their veiw on life. Theres some people who drive really slow and are careful. they look at all the signs and make sure their always doing the right thing. These are the good people who really value life and dont want to hurt themselves or anyone else. Then theres the people who drive really fast are the ones who speed through life. Their willing to take a risks and feel like the time that they have is a little too short. They want more oppurtunities to do things and feel like theres not enough time in the day. These people dont really take time to enjoy life. The casual driver is the person that takes in nature and their surroundings. Its intresting how every move you make in life discribes the person that you are.

song of the day: It's a secret but I like it. I'm also intrested in analyizing content in songs now. but the fakish song of the day is Baby its cold outside.

Quote of the day: Hoes over bros & chicks over dicks! I like these sayings because your friends should always come first. Guys come and go, but your real friends are always there for you and when you loose them you have nothing.

p.s. i'm working on the secret project. AND i watched season one of the hills with akira last night. Its a good show. I like it!