2010; a new decade has begun!

Hello everyone. Happy New Year!! Its been a decade and more since i've been alive. I always forget how great new year is untill it comes in the year to come. A decade ago on the new year that brung in the millenium I remember it perfectly. It was the first year I stayed up and we watched the ball drop in new york with my parents, and Auntie Bite. Once we were done hugging and such they said it was time for me to go to bed. Knowing they wouldent come up for awhile I snuck into my moms room and turned on the telivision. On it was P!nk on rockafeller center singin "I'mmmm coming out so we better get this party started". I dont know why but its a moment I wont forget. Whille the ball dropped this year I was at Olivia Marshalls.
The performer at that was Rihanna and I wont forget her performance either! Around 8:30ish we put in a movie. It was the hangover. I must say I loved that movie. Its not for little eyes but it was one of those guilty pleasures. it made me laugh the whole time.

Afterwards, we played a little bit of apples to apples. That game is pretty fun, but its better with more people so that kind of died. Then we kind of split up into littleish groups. I was with olivia W. and we reminised about the songs we loved this decade. Then we read our horescopes and mind as looking pretty good! And then Olivia M.'s boyfriend asked to see his. It said that he would get his heart cracked open. Waita kill the mood just a little bit. About 4 minutes before the new year we turned on the tv and watched the ball drop. We saw the proposing people. and the kissing. You could almost just feel the love through the tv (or around me...2 couples there). Then we went outside and wished on a star and then I had to leave. then a disaster happened.....

I made a new years text to send to everyone in my phone book. minus the adults and such. And I sent it but my phone kept saying "message failed retry". So I did, and I guess some people got like 20 copys of it. That was so embarassing. I felt really down after that. This is one of my problems that must change. I worry a lot about the things that happen, because im not very confident in myself. For the last decade ive been so scared about expressing myself and being denied that I just worry all the time about making mistakes or what people will think of me. Its terrible. I want to get rid of it but I cant. I dont really know what I was always so embarassed about. But since first grade i've been quiet and afraid to say something stupid or do something stupid. And so that text thing was just...not good. I apolagize if anyone reading this got a ton. I didnt mean it. But everyone makes mistakes right???

The begining of 2010 is a chance to start over. Its an oppurtunity to let go of all the bad things that you stuck with through the year, and all the things that caused you unhapiness and begin a life that your sure to be proud of and look back on positivley. Although the begining of a new decade seems like there is LOTS of time to do everything we want there may not be. So live as if theres no tommorw. Do everything you possibly can to be safe and happy. Take risks and sit some out. Love your family and friends. Stick to what you believe in and dont let anyone tell you diffrent. L.O.V.E is an important factor in this world and dont let go of your belief in it. In the decade to come when 2020 arives (if gods willing) I should be graduated from high school, and college. I hope I would have completed both things and be happy. Where ever life takes me or no matter what challenges this decade brings you. Smile. Laugh. Dance. Sing. Party. Run. Play. Pray. Do whatever it is that brings out the positivness in you. Happy new year everyone. Lets make this decade a great one. Something for the history books.

Song of the day:
Forever - Chris Brown (he deserves all the good things from about too). He suffered long and hard and I choose to forgive him.

Quote of the day:
"I knew that my princess needed her glass slippers and her castle." - Kevin Jonas being my favorite jonas right now. He gave his wife everything she could ever want. A fairytale wedding. And right before the event he personally delivered princess shoes to her. Like the cinderella type. :)