I am really really really really really really really upset right now. It had nothing to do with my day back at school. That went unusually well. I had a good understanding of everything we learned and was stressed for nothing. Not to meantion the Martin Luther King Assemby got moved to febuary so we have more time to practice the song. But when I got home my mother asked me to check the mail. And on my report card was the ugliest thing i have ever seen. A B- . I almost started weeping with dissapointment. When I got myself together I looked at the class that was in. IT WAS ORCHSTRA!!! It has to be a mistake because the orchstra grade is based on attendence and i've never been late. You can ask my mother. She always drops me off on time in front of the door! So tommorow i'm gonna yell like crazy untill my grade gets changed. She dosent know whats coming untill she messes with this mad. black. woman. (Must I say more)

Yesturday the most awkward of things happened. I had to have the sex talk with my brother. Well kind of. This is really big deal to him, so please readers never bring it up in front of him. Apperently those crazy neighbor kids who I knew were a bad influence on him looked up sex on youtube. He wont elaborate on what he saw but i'm pretty sure its nothing good. He begged me not to tell our parents and I understand how weird that would be for him. Anyways I gave him a lecture that it was bad and that he should never watch anything like that again. It was a good big sister lecture on my part. The first question I asked him though was, where did you hear that word? And the answer cracked me up. You know what he said? 95.7 the vibe :) Screw the guy who wrote birthday sex hes killing the youth of America. We did have a fun day though. Ben isen't so bad all the time. We watched the balloon boys fathers interview and frankley I didnt know what to believe. Part of my truley believes that he thought his kid was in that balloon. Anyways that story is over talked about.

Breaking news. The worst thing possible is happening. Simon Cowell is quitting American Idol. The season premiring tommorow was his last. NOOOOO . I officially wont watch the next one because no paula, and no simon is no american idol. But he is going to start a new show called X factor which is basically the same thing. I hope he pursuades paula and randy to do it too. Then it would be the perfect little show. :)

song of the day: I dont know what its called but it goes like in the jungle, the mighty jungle the lion sleeps tonight. hombawa hombawa. I've been in a lion king mood latley if you havent noticed.

quote of the day: I'm not bitter. I'm mad as hell. - diary of a mad black woman