I am very very very dissapointed in Senetor John Edwards . No politicaian that I ever routed for has brough me down like this. John Edwards not only had an affair on his terminally ill wife, but he fathered a child with the other woman as he admitted today. He has a two year old daughter. I feel terrible for his poor wife. I hope this dosent kill that woman. Whats funny about the whole thing though is that John Edwards ran as father of the year, and the family man. He was always about bringing family back to the U.S. While he was telling us to put family first he was screwing his assistent. His career is dead and a 50 years or so old man is a daddy again, and will be paying child support for 18 years. stupid boy.

You know who isent a stupid boy. Prince. You know who I cant get out of my mind? Prince. What will I do about it? I just dont know. Its the weirdest thing ever. All I really have left is regret. I wish I would have just givin him that cd. Gone with my instinct and just done something. I do remember this one day though. I almost forgot it happened. We talked on facebook for like an hour. It was nice. And it went really normal. It wasent weird for me or anything. I hope it wasent a dream. I'm pretty sure its not because I remember some of what the conversation was about. But we never talked again after that. I wonder if that means he didnt like our first conversation. hmmm. Anyways thoughts to myself but anyone who has any idea about what can make this tragedy a fairytale let me know.

I'm really loving singing. I'm going to do that now. See you later readers

song of the day:
Superstar - Taylor Swift

quote of the day:
Be the change you wish to see in the world