1/22/10

Teen mom is a really good show. I think you should all watch it. I know some of you are think ID o not want to watch a show about a bunch of sluts but thats not really what it is. I never really though of being a teen mom as that difficult. I mean I knew you had to give up a lot but it jsut never hit me how it affects your life. On the show Amber has a baby girl and shes engaged to gary. Gary dosent think he has to do anything because he pays the bills, so he dosent even so much as put their baby to sleep. Not like they have a crib; that poor child sleeps in a play pin. And then Farrah is determined to date and be a party girl but she keeps forgetting she has a baby. She diches her baby and leaves baby sophia with her parents all the time. Anyways I could go on for hours about this.

We had another really sad spanish discussion. do not trust babysitters. We heard two stories of people who left their babies with baby sitters. One of the babys was really fussy because her mom was most always with her. They left her with a woman who had run a daycare center for like 10 years. But that woman was shitty and got frustrated and hit the babies head on the wall on purpose. Then being the stupid woman she is she just put her in the crib. She didnt call 911 or anything. When the parents came home their baby wasent responsive and they took her to the emergency room. she didnt wake up. Another story was this girls dads girlfriend had lost a baby. She left the child with her brother and her brother was playing that through the baby up in the air game. And then you catch them. Well he didnt catch the baby. The baby hit the head and went into like a comma. The uncle didnt know what to do and panicked. put the child in the crib. The baby didnt make it. I'm not meaning to depress you but i'm just saying if you have children now keep them all the time by your side. And if you dont and want to someday do not trust the babysitter.

In epic traditions we were discussing Helen of Sparta. She was the most beautiful woman in all the world at some point (according to the greeks). Everyone wanted to end up with Helen. Does this sound familiar only opposite genders? Anyways so everyone thought that they for sure would be the one who ends up with helen. But what they failed to realize is at the end most all will loose and one will win. The chances of being that one are hard. You have to have a whole trojan army behind you (no im not talking about the condoms). wheres my army?..... I also think i'm falling for someone again :/ . I dont know what happened I just got all mushy inside all over again, and then he just happens to be around. And today I totally saw him ahead of time so I decided to semi-blow him off and pretend I didnt see him from the very top of the stairway (its weird I can always spot him) and so I just walked by then I heard my name and turned around (it wasent him it was elaine) but as I turned around I saw him quickly turn around and I was hoping he was watching me leave. my dear dear messed up player asain lover guy sister care-er guy. Too bad hes no prince. or is he? hmmm. I should come up with a nickname for him. i'll keep you updated on that one.

Hope for Haiti was today! As you know I just love those events and was tempted to cancel my plans. But I decided to be social and go to Taz's house along with all my friends. It was fun. But anyways I had convinced my dad to give me his credit card number so that I can donate something and speak to one of the hundred something celebritys that were there. I dialed and dialed that number for times and on the 41th try it actually rang. I got so excited and wondered who I would talk to. Leo dicaprio, George Clooney , alicia keys, beyonce, or Jay Z. Guess who I got? Stacy the regular person. Isen't that the saddest thing. I got stacy. I was tempted not to donate anymore but I did the right thing and I donated. I figured this was god sending me a message. I was doing it for all the wrong reasons. I do hope that money comes to good use for some hatian out there though.

p.s. I got some piano music that I love!!

song of the day: I hope you dance.

quote of the day: I hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean, and I hope when one door closes, andother opens - I hope you dance