Have you ever felt empty inside? Like there was a spot inside thats missing someone. I've gotten the feeling a lot latley. Like theres something missing. The weird thing is I cant put my finger on it. I guess i've been a little on the lonley side latley. The friends I spent the most time with got boyfriends and their kind of the priority for now. I've been enjoying time with my family but it still feels like something missing. Your probably thinking its a guy, but I dont think thats it. Its kind of frustrating trying to figure out what I need to make me feel better. I hope its not like a sickness in disguise though. I'm dont feel physically gross, just weird emotionally. Maybe I just need a big hug......



I just completed the latest gossip girl book. I will always love you is the name. It had the worlds most amazing ending. In the books blair and serena have always fought. It mostley revolves around nate; the boy that they both like. He likes them both and is always left confuzed on which girl he really wants. For a majority of the book he went between them and then at the end they would all just be mad at each other. But at the end of this one it was perfect. Blair and Serena both left nate behind and they went off an adventure as friends. Friends are the most important things. Never let them go. Even if the friendship takes a little bit of work and there are ups and downs deal with it. At the end of the day everyone will leave you but your friends and family will be there to you untill the very last moent.



I was thinking about my blog today as I was at the store. I wondered what my blog will be like 20 years from now. I think it would be a good representation of who I am as a person and the beliefs that I had. My spanish teacher brought up a really good point about how its a pitty that people dont often write letters nowdays. She said that she read her Great grandmas letters and really got an understanding of who she was. With emails and texts, people tragically delete them. I'm hoping someday my relatives in 2500 will look over my blog and kind of understand me better. This is my 200th blog! :) Its definaltly something to celebrate. I enjoy writing it. I hope you all enjoy reading it. There shall be many more to come

Song of the moment : A whole new world

Quote of the moment: I gotta work out. I keep saying it all the time. I keep saying I gotta start working out. It's been about two months since I've worked out. And I just don't have the time. Which uh..is odd. Because I have the time to go out to dinner. And uh..and watch tv. And get a bone density test. And uh.. try to figure out what my phone number spells in words.
- Ellen Degeneres