I'm on my second snow day in a row. I'm enjoying it. I went to work out again this morning. It was nice, and I went as fast as possible on the treadmill. I felt suprisingly good afterwards. I also tried out some new machines, but once again I cant get the membership untill spring. The people there are nice enough to let me tag with my mom though. Last night I remembered how much I like my family. I know that sounds weird but sometimes I forget how important they are to me and how much I like their personalitiys. We all had dinner as usual but instead of splitting up and doing our own thing we decided to watch movies together.

The first thing me and my mom and my brother say is ok lets go get the michael jackson dvds. And my dad shoots it down. I dont know why but he dosent approve of the michael jackson craziness the rest of us are so into. So then we went through our other movies and my mom and dad picked The curious case of benjamin button with the agreement we'd forward through parts (not knowing i've seen them all already). We all enjoyed it except for my mom kept telling my dad what happens because he kept asking. Anyways afterwards we watched dangourous against my fathers will and he enjoyed it. It was a fun family time. They reminded me why I love them so much.

I've been thinking about things a lot more. A lot about the big picture of where I Want to end up and what I truley want. Because what if i'm working hard for all the wrong things you know? I guess I havent figured out what the thing I really want is. But i've also been thinking about a certain boy a lot. Not all gooey thoughts (well ok some...) , but some thoughts about if hes really the one I want and also wheather or not theres anyway he would want me. And if he is truley the one that I want the most, what should I do to get him. I've never really tried to get a guy before. I mean, i've been flirty but ive never been like me + u = something special. And you know spelled it out. Sometimes I think that I should wait before I Do that, for the perfect moment or for some time in the future. But what if it will be too late then. (samira your voice just popped into my head saying "then it was not meant to be...", your like the good angel versus the bad angel thoughts in my brain). Anyways I dont know. I dont know much about anything with this subject. All I know is I get good vibes whenever I think about it, my ora seems cleaner, it makes me happy inside, and all taylor swift songs make me think about him. If thats it for now I guess its ok.

But your always supposed to follow your heart right?

songs of the day: Jump then fall & Superstar - Taylor Swift And He could be the one - miley cyrus

quote of the day: I cant help it if you look like an angel; cant help it if I want to kiss you in the rain so. come feel this magic i've been feeling since I met you. Cant help it if theres no one else...I cant help myself - Taylor Swift (the song Hey Stephan).