" Yeah, I could use a dream or a genie or a wish to go back to a place much simpler than this" -B.o.B airplanes

Hey Readers!
I feel like the title of today is really fitting. I guess you can say I wish I could go to a time where life was more simple. Back to the elementary days where i'd hit the park saturdays and watch disney movies feeling on top of the world. Before everything was complicated and emotions were just happy and sad. Now it seems like I can't even feel right anymore. One minute i'm happy and then a few minute later its gone. It might just by pms but I'm not one of those girls that gets super crazy or anything during their periods. Last night I went to Excaliburs variety show. The theme was hollywood. It felt kind of homey to be back to junior high. Nothing had really changed. I saw some friends and the performance was great. JB (yes not d but b) was in the show. He had kind of a solo. The whole musician thing is so hott. It drives me insane. Two guys played background guitar and him and this other guy sang. He put on his shades and I was like, oh Jb. I feel like he looked up at me during part of his solo. It felt good. But he also spent a lot of time looking at this other girl. They've been best friends since birth but from the way he was looking at her he was seeing her in a diffrent light. That wasen't very good. But the whole show was just adorable.

So anyways I loved the show but as I was in the car going home I just felt sad. Like I missed some of my junior high friends, and him checking out that other girl. It just brought me down again. I dont really know what the real problem is but things just keep making me want to cry. Its been like that for...exactly a week. I'll get better though. I've figured out that it my deepest emotional levels I write some pretty killer friends. I just wrote one today and it turned out great. But the issue is when I play with my piano either the piano sucks and the singings good, the singing sucks but the piano is good or their both just ok. So I wont post this one. But I like how it turned out.

Well have a good weekend readers!

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