Hi Blog!
Today has been the weirdest day. Somes I just let loose. Does that make any sense? I just get in karaoke singing mode and not even caring if my whole family thinks i'm insane. Anyways today when I was a little dissapointed because I was excited to go a lock in but then my friends got sick, one of them choose not to go and the other one is so quiet that even if she did go it would be like sitting alone. So I decided I would have more fun hanging out with my brother then at a lock-in and my dads prayers were answered. He wasen't the biggest fan of this whole mariam sleeping in school thing but my mom had alraedy signed the form. But anyways it was a downer that I coulden't go then when I got home I realized that I left my most valuble possesion on the bus.....my north face jacket. Hello people those things are 200 dollars you can't just leave them behind. I feel like wearing an i'm an idiot banner on my forhead because honestly how could I loose it. All of you need to pray that I find my jacket, and if your athiest then cross your fingers or something cause this is importante (yes I can spell important that was just spanish)!!

Today I also watched the Oprah episode I missed yesturday. You all seriously should watch Oprah. Shes the best host ever. She had the cast of Eclipse on there and it was awesome. I fell in love with Rob Pattison. I know ewww hes totally edward and bella belongs with Jacob but I don't like edward just rob. He has such a bubbly personality. He had me cracking up. Plus hes so real. When oprah asked him what he'd be doing on a saturday night he was dead honest and said he would probably be calling everyone he knows trying to get someone to hang out with him because no one ever invites him to things. Taylor lautner said its the same was for him because everyone thinks your too busy with "celeb" stuff but really your just bored. I figured out the Kristen Stewart is super shy. She barley talked the whole time and when she did she would stutter. I felt really bad for her. Dakota Fanning still just reminds me of the 3 year old from that movie with britney murphey. Eclipse is gonna be AWESOME! June 30th I'm making no plans. I'm just gonna watch Eclipse over and over again. Hopefully I can go to the midnight premire!!

Some intresting things they talked about it Taylor L. said that for the first few months after the movie came out people would constantly be asking him to howl and he'd be like...this is creepy. So eventually he said he didn't want to on the red carpet and no one ever said anything. Its kind of dissapointing, theres something sexy about a howling taylor lautner. How does Mrs. Mariam Lautner sound? Magical huh? haha TEAM JACOB AND THE PACK all the way. I'm in the twilight mojo again.

I'm gonna try to song write again today...

song of the day: The Boy is Mine - Mercades and Santanna from glee



"I also try to read all of my fan mail. A lot of them send me candy, which I'm not allowed to eat 'cause my mom says it might be poisonous."

"Kristens pregnant" -Rob pattison on Oprah trying to start a rumor to embarass kristen