"We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all away/We got to tell em' that we love em' while we got the chance to say..."

Hey!
So guess what? I was just thinking about life. I know thats being a little overdramatic but I was on the bus and someone was talking about how they contemplated suicide. I don't think i've ever wanted to kill myself but when I think about life, my life in paticular I think of a lot of things I want to do that I don't. Its a little annoying because I'm just not as confident as I need to be to do some of things I want to do. Latley it feels like i've been spending my days thinking about May 26th. The first day of summer. But when you think about it that a lot of time that i'm wasting. Each day has 24 hours in it, and woulden't it be great that each of those hours were spent doing something you love with the people you love? But the world we live in is so complicated.

I have a mind full of someday thoughts. Someday I will travel to the places I want to see. Someday I will finally get serious and learn how to play my guitar like the greats. Someday I'll be able to just walk up to someone and tell them what I truley think, tell it how it is. Everybody has their tommorows that keep getting pushed and pushed. What is that keeps people, well me at least pushing these things back? Its fear. Fear that maybe if the oppurtunity for that someday comes it won't be everything I wanted it to be. Fear of being laughed at or being made fun of. Living a life through fear isen't taking full advantage of the gift of life. But the question I have is how do you get past the fear and just start living?

song of the day: Live like we're dying - Chris Allen

quote of the day: Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today