"Run baby run/dont ever look back/ they'll tear us apart if you give them the chace...Dont say we're not meant 2 be/run baby run 4ever we'll b u & me"

Hey everyone! So I'm going to start with a quote from the book I've been reading. Lateley i've been obbsessed with Nicholas Sparks books. They really inspire my writing because their great. The one I am reading now is Dear John. I saw the movie so I kind of know how it's going to end up but the connection between John and Savannah is so much deeper in the book. The quote is, "Passion and satisfaction go hand in hand and without them, any hapiness is only temporary because theres nothing to make it last". That quote just really stuck out to me for some reason. Well one because its good obviously. But latley i've kind of been thinking about what my passions are. (ugh, and here the tears are again. I swear this isen't just about my lifestyle changes I think it might be "over-active tear bud syndrom". I saw a comerical for this on t.v.) I guess you can say my main passion is music. Especially listening to it. I go in lots of diffrent phases with this music thing. Right now i'm back with rap suprisingly. I haven't truley loved rap since 7th grade. But i'm seeing the good in it now thanks to a certain someone called B.o.b. with help from various others.

Along with listening to music I like making it. It seems like a drag sometimes but I do legitimatly like singing, playing piano, and being in orchestra. Every once in awhile I get a peice of music that reminds me that its all worth it. The boring practicing hours and just the effort it takes. Yestruday I was talking to someone and I brought up quitting. It happens a lot with this certain friend and many other friends that I have. I guess you can say i've never quit anything in my life. Is that weird? I guess you can say I quit randomley screaming but thats not quitting thats taking a step towards regular human sanity. Whenever I sign up for something I stick too it. I signed up for a year of softball and even though I hated it I went through the season then I just didn't make anymore commitments. Does that count as quitting? Maybe it does.

I guess another passion I have is love. Thats totally not normal. I just love love. I know that sounds crazy. I like reading about love. And watching love of all diffrent kinds and of all diffrent cultures. I like romance. I like the things that come along with falling in love and the good and bad that come with it. I don't really think i've personally been in love. I have felt strongly for someone else though, many times but I dont think thats really love. I don't think i'd take a bullet for any of them...thats awful I know they just haven't proved their worth that yet. I have faith in them. But as usual i've gotten off subject but the main point of the blog is to find you passion and to stick to it. Because in the words to Nicholas Sparks, "Passion and Satisfaction go hand in hand".

song of the day: OMG - Usher

quote of the day: Passion and satisfaction go hand in hand and without them, any hapiness is only temporay because theres nothing to make it last.

Newflash of the day: Justin Bieber has managed to charm another famous hollywood chicka. Who is it this time? None of then Kim Kardashian. According to twitter, JB says hes found a new girlfriend. Kim hasen't denied rumors and admitted to meeting him in D.C. last night.

(I'm pretty sure this is all in fun and games because Kim has been seen with the spainish soccor player a ton)