You know what I think would be terrible. If I had a parent who lived through me. you hear about it and see it on tv all the time. The parents who are obsessed with making their children what they never were. Wheather its captin of the cheerleading team or The debate team. I can kind of see where their coming from. No matter what anyone else tells you all parents love their children. The ones who abuse, give away they all love their kids. I think its an automatic conection that happens. You are them. And they love you for it. Therefore they wouldent want you to make the same mistakes that they did but its a little weird when they try to get in on the latest gossip and stuff. If any of you have that problem be patient and respectful.

At lunch we were discussing what a "Real" boyfriend is and what a non real one is. A girl from our lunchtime group has a boyfriend and her father told her to date other guys. She told him thats cheating and he said no its not its not likes a REAL boyfriend. I kind of understand where hes coming from. Ive said it once and ill say it again. I dont think the whole dating thing is real unless you seriously like the person enough to want to be with them forever. If you know in your heart that you dont and its just a 3 week thing to keep you from going to the movies alone or whatever then its totally not real. But does that mean the same rules apply in high school relationships? You know the dont cheat and look at other people. Im thinking everyone should follow those rules because if they dont do it now they most likley never will.

Ok so theres a big message im trying to send across and maybe ill call it my message of the year. I believe that you should live in the now because who knows if theres a later. With gods help there will be but you know the meaning of it is tell your family you love them and give them a big hug, say thank you to the bus driver as your leaving cause I mean without them you'd be walking. And I think by doing the things you want to do (if their leagal) it will make you a better person. Its something kind of want to try. Ive been saying thank you to the bus drivers and trying to be extra nice to people and such but I slip up. I have a big mouth and it has a lot to say. Anyone who i've ever emailed could tell you that. Especially you samira. Unfortunetly I always overload you with love drawn out stuff. But every once in awhile the wrong thing comes out. Its always about the people I dont like putting up with at school.

But the thing is, is it really slipping up if you mean it? YES, those of you who can walk up to someone and call them a cuss word consider yourself not inhaling the message. Be nice to people and you yourself will be a nice person. Breath in, breath out let the message flow to your brain. Have a good night everyone. Dont forget to watch Tree hill and gossip girl.

There hasent really been any good new music latley so im gonna take you back.....
Song of the day:
Shout

quote(s)of the day:
The human race is faced with a cruel choice: work or daytime television.
Unknown

Sanity calms but maddness is more intresting