Read the whole thing, worth your time

Time. Is it the number of hours till the bell finally rings? The number of seconds till the day ends. The number of years untill your dreams come true. Time is a measurment of life. Something we use every day. The more you have the luckier you are. Yesturday I was on my couch crying after an episode of one tree hill. I mean tears come to my eyes just thinking of it now. Theirs a new character on their and for the first 8 episodes he seemed like a slut. He couldent comit and just went girl after girl not really looking for anything in paticular.

We finally found out his story. He was in college supposed to jump into a bridge with a bunch of friends. This big group. and everyone jumped and him and this girl he didnt know were left. He has an adorkable smile so he smiled and told her this isent his thing. How he wished they could streak around campus or something. And she agreed then he said how about we do this together on the count of 2. And she was like on the count of two. And then he said yeah it could be our thing, something to tell the grandchildren about. And she laughed and said im gonna tell them about streaking around campus :). And then he held her hand and went one, two and they jumped. And that was their thing. They kissed in the water then you jump in time and their married. They fit perfectly together. Newly weds loving life. And he had a record player. and this one day he turned on her favorite song and they danced in the living room (AHH, my fantasy!!) and then they stopped and she was gonna go to her bedroom or something all smiles and she just dropped to the ground. A heart attack I assume. The ambulence came and then they show them covering her up with a white sheet. She died. After being married for such a short while.

Where were the grandchildren to tell the story too? Why did it happen so soon. the husband was left to live in a new lonley world and no longer had someone to fight with on the count of two. Theres the seen of her casket and his laying over it crying and I seriously could not stop crying. He took his ring off and put it on her finger. The love of his life was gone. There was so much left to do or say. But he didnt have the time. You know im guessing since they were both so young they didnt even think of the possability of loosing each other so soon. But what made me happy was the way they loved each other with the time they had. It may have been acting but it will touch your heart when you see them dancing and the way he looks into her eyes. He loves her and she loves him back.

There was no feelings of regret, he didnt have to ask the questions :I wish she knew how I felt. I wish I had a chance to tell her how much I loved her and enjoyed the time in my life. They had done it all and said all they need too. Have you? Have you mentioned how much someone means to you latley? When was the last time you gave your mom a hug? Have you told that cute boy that his smile makes your day monday through friday? Have you said thank you for that friend who fights with you through thick and thin. Have you opened your heart and full let yourself love. To feel that guys hands around you, more protected then you've ever been. Have you given up everything you have and believe with the hope that someone wont let you down and break your heart. You need to do it. Because who knows how much time is left for you or for me on earth. Find some courage deep within and promise yourself that your gonna love another with all you heart. And your gonna take that risk because I gaurentee you, i bet it will be worth it.

p.s. watch this episode. Its worth your time and your heart to just see it and expirence it for yourself. heres the link http://www.megavideo.com/?v=SV4GI1A1. Click the red play button then the green one. Background info is that brooke the brunette is dating julian. A woman is saying she is carrying nathens baby and his fathers interviewing the woman on live telivison. And the guy, clayton is the character you need to pay attention too. He has the story relevent to this blog. You'll catch on. Samira you should watch it!

Song of the day: I and love and you

quote of the day:
Don't marry the person you think you can live with; marry only the individual you think you can't live without.