This is one of my favorite times for music. It reminds me of 2006. That was the year for brilliant music and they're all back. Usher my man since I was like 7 came our with a new song called papers about his divorce and its beautiful. Chris brown my adorable little wife beater has a new song out called I can transform ya with Lil wayne. and parachute is just amazing. Plus chris tomlin who makes the best christian music in the history of the world :) And im listening to this song called drop it low and I cant stop dancing.

Anyways let me snap out of the world. You know what makes me feel good inside? My favorite part of the year is coming up. About the day before thanksgiving my whole world lights up. I love the holiday feeling. My birthday and christmas are just like some of the two best days in the whole world. And their coming up soon. Ok like a month away but still im happy. I love the snow. The christmas lights on houses. Santa at the mall. Christmas songs. I hate when I have to give them up. I have them on my ipod so i cant secretly listen to them all year long!

Ok now im gonna talk a little about something thats difficult for people to understand. Sometimes that guy you love just dosent love you. I know its absolutey terrible to think about but I know this girl whos been dating the guy for a month and he wouldent even hold her hand. he said he "dosent like pda". And she had to get a friend of our to force him to kiss her. Now tell me, does that sound like love to you? What happens on their wedding day. Is the maid of honor gonna shove his face to hers?

Heres another thing though. I dont think its write to assume a guy dosent like you when you've never brought up the suject of how you feel. That just being a debbie downer. I mean some people think their "Dropping hints" but in reality their just acting normal so its hard to tell if they're into you or just being them. But if you pour your heart out and he goes "same here". drop him. And no hes not just a man of little words he dosent care enough to make an effort. sorry honey, the truth can be like a stab in the heart sometimes.

p.s. I got my hair done today and I like it. I feel like it has more volume! :)

Song of the day:
I can transform ya - Chris brown

Quote of the day:
Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness. (dosent it make you just wanna hug someone reallllly tight?)