I've been reading some Sarah dessen books and the one im reading now is kind of about the romances in the family through a single girl whos also in the familys eyes. And she talks about how her sister becomes weak around her fiance. And how shes kind of a diffrent person around him. Like normally shes outgoing, and perky and around him shes weak and barley talks. I think thats very bad. If you are engaged and this is the situation leave him/her. The love advice in my brain tells me that you should be a better version of yourself around your significant other instead of the oppisite. If this guy/girl makes you go against your values and controls you then its all wrong and change it before it is too late.

Last week on tv there was cnn heros and im telling you that show makes you feel bad about yourself. These people are great and oh so very helpful. The one that stuck to my mind was this guy who was in a boating accident and lost his legs. I dont even want to think about this happening. And he had to get two fake legs you know like in forrest gump? He could afford to get the good legs which are bend-able. I never really thought about it before but your legs being able to bend is a pretty crucial part of a normal lifestyle. He mets this boy that got one new leg but his family couldent afford one that could bend and it was terrible what he had to go through to go down stairs and stuff so the other boy raised money for him a ton of other kids so they could have bend-able legs. What a superhero :)

Ive been seeing a lot of oppurtunitys to help others but I really cant. I can barley help myself when it comes to money donations. When you dont have much you really cant give or else your gonna be the one who needs people to give money to them. But this morning before church the "christian channel" was advirtising for kenya. And they told the terrible storys of all these little kids who lived in the slums and had all kinds of diseases. And they mentioned something that stuck in my head. Working class americans (who I think are considered middle class or low middle class) are rich in 50% of the worlds countries. I think a big reason that is is our goverment is stable which really helps.

Speaking of gorenment OBAMA WON THE NOBEL PEACE PRIZE!!! *celebrating. I thought that was great news for the U.S. and for him since he lost the idea of the olympics being in chicago which was kind of embarassing to our country but OFCOURSE those republicans are talking about how theres a war during presidency and thats not peaceful but what their forgetting is that they started the war. those dumb repulbicans (sorry if your repulbican). what party are you in Samira? we never talked about it I dont think.

PEACE!