my day

So I went to school and I decided to try out an outfit I kind of liked. I got my shirt from dillards and it has peace signs on it and then says peace down the side in black with a cool print and a dove. I think its cool. I wore it was my brand new boots. I consider them my freestate initiation since their reallllly commen there and yes I love the trend. Then I decided if my outfit was cute then my hair has to look decent so I did a really quick straiting job. Then I went to school blah blah blah. Then when lunch came there had been this new kid. And ofcourse my whole table was like omg we should ask him to sit there. And no one actually did. And he was eating his sandwhich alone. Hes not attractive. I mean not ugly but I just dont feel anything. and hes not my type. he does the whole get bright red a lot thing and hes just not very secure from what I saw. Kind of gangly. None the less I decided to show them that im not scared and to show myself too and just go over there. So me and taz did. And I was like "Hey, your in my english class, ryan right? and then he goes yeah (face turning really red: get some backbone, be a man) and then I got do you want to sit with us. And he goes im good. very very bright red at that point. And I go ok. And walk back.

I felt so brave. My legs didnt wiggle. I felt like I wasent scared and it didnt matter. He officially made my loser list though cause whos jerk enough to just be like naw, i'd rather sit alone. Anyways I dont really have a loser list and since my advice was forgivness a couple days ago I will most definatly work on it. My dad had his knee replacment surgery yesturday. I went to visit him today and he wasent it a lot of pain but he was in pain. I felt really bad. But he was talking and stuff. Keep him in your prayers readers. :)

Song of the day:
Walking on sunshine

quote:
love me or hate me your still thinking about me. (I always thought that was kind of vain you know. But its on a lot of bumper stickers and stuff and im too lazy to look up a decent one. )