"Its amazing how you knock me off my feet, Every time you come around me I get weak..Nobody ever make me feel this way, heeeyyy" - I Wanna Know. Joe

Hi readers!
Those lyrics to the song you just saw on there are from one of my all time favorite songs ever. I love that song so much that I am listening to it right now for the 50 millionth time. Its a song that touches my heart. Is that weird? Music touches me in an unexplainable way. To be honest with y'all I feel more when I listen to other peoples music then when I'm making music myself. Its really werid. Some lyrics I can just relate too and some artists make you feel their passion. Joe can do that, Really well. If you dont know the song then your missing out on half your life. Its really good. I want to write lyrics like that. And I'm thinking part of the reason I cant write that kind of music is i've never been loved. In the romantic sense I mean. I mean my family and friends love me but its not the same. When someone loves me with that chuck and blair passion i'm almost positive my music will improve. Because the things I'm writing about will have meaning. Some of the songs I write do have meaning, those turn out to be the best.

I have reached a point in my life that is so weird. And I have a feeling that millions of people are feeling the same thing this very moment. Its almost undescribable. Its the feeling a person gets when they cant stop thinking about smeone. When the highlight of their day is when he changes his profile picture. When a person looks forward to a time where they can just breathe the same air as that person. Thats all it takes for them to feel complete. What is that? Dont tell me its a crush. I feel like its more then that. Giving it that label is a joke if you knew what I was feeling. But it isen't love either, because to feel true love you have to be getting it back. I'm not getting anything out of it. Im so confused I wish someone would just give me all the answers. Yes readers this is when you are given the oppurtunity to solve my problems. If you have the answers throw am at me. I'll accept them with open arms.

Ok so back to a less serious subject the two shows that i'm love with both had extremly good episodes this week. I'm going to start with Gossip Girl because reality is, that was waay better then Glee this week! Last episode my favorite couple of all time, Chuck and Blair broke up. They were the couple I Wanted to get together from day one and they had a love for each other that was unbelivable. She would do anything for him. As would he. But thats the reason they broke up. She said that she loves him too much, and she dosen't like the person she is with him. The episode ended with chuck going off to bed with a russian woman! He tried this whole episode to prove he loves her, but she just wouldent have it. And the way its looking the writers are trying to push Blair and Dan together which is unacceptable because Blair is meant to be with chuck. When hes not with Blair he gets into trouble. Its awful. Last time he almost jumped off a building. If the writers care about me at all they will put chuck and blair back together.

Glee also had a not so great night. I'm going to wait to blog about it though just in case some of you missed the new episode last night. but GLEE is back. The song of the day happens to be one of theirs.

Song of the day: Hello - originally written by lional richie but sang by Lea Michelle and the Guy who plays jesse last night

quote of the day: I love you. Saying it was hard, but I did and I've never looked back - Chuck Bass