"For all the times you stood by me/ For all the truth that you made me see/ For all the joy you brought to my life/ For every wrong that u made right

Dear blog readers!
The lyrics of the day are from the song because you loved me by Celine Dion. For starters let me say that latley I felt a little disconnected to you readers because Iw as worried abotu sounding pathetic. This is code for once again I was that insecure person that I hated being so I figure the only way to get a little confidence back is to throw her away. So you all know about the whole prince thing right? I mean I talk about him so much on her you probably know him like hes your own blood but anyways he opened this website. How do I know this? Because I read his facebook page like the bible. I said I was gonna start being honest right. Well theres your honest right there. I read it like the bible and like every little post is the key to my happiness and all the pathetic little girls on there are mine to demolish. Its kind of fun the truth. Maybe I have no lief. Anyways this isn't about my creepy stalker habits this is about how I was on facebook and saw his post about him having a website. For the first few hours I refused to click on him because I spent sunday trying to not like him anymore. It didn't work out so well. Anyways eventaully I really wanted to see waht it was like so I clicked on it.

I'm glad I did because it was really cool. It made me feel like my blog needs some kind of decorating because his website was tight. The little song he posted on there made me smile x100,000 because it was really good. I kind of listened to it maybe like 10 times. I liked it. It was my kind of song. Then he posted somethign about music and it made me think of myself. No i'm not selfish I just can relate to myself if that makes any sense. So he was writing a music which is kind of my love. I'm in a serious relationship with music right now and have been my whole life. I love music. Now on his little post he answered the question I never thought of . Why? he answered kind of why hes even doing the whole music thing. He didn't dissapoint. He said he wasen't doing it for money, which was a plus because true music lovers understand the money is a little bonus compared to the joy you feel making the music. He also said he wasen't doing it for money or "chicks" which made me smile. I smiled because I didn't think he needed any more help in the girl department. Hes doing pretty well on that according to facebook and my intuition. But it also proved him as a true artist.

Then lastly he said he wasen't trying to be anythign but himself. And I loved that. Its part of what inspired me to be so honest because why should I act like i'm feeling one thing when i'm really another. And the best news is he said it wasen't gonna be a "gangster" album. I totalyl woulden't have taken him seriously if he was talking about sleeping with girls and smoking in the ghetto, when I spent the last couple weeks writing about an 8 year old version of him. Anyways enough about that but I would totally buy this album. 30 bucks tops though, i'm a poor girl so that would be like giving you my 3 motnhs salary for 12 songs. but it woudl be worth it.

This is terrible. I actually had a subject of the day and I got totally off track. Geting back on track; at Freestate High School this week is senior week. What's senior week you ask? All the seniors in the school are allowed to pull a senior prank as long as it dosen't hurt anyone then outside of school the seniors basically make the sophmore and juniors life a living hell. Its really not so bad if your a girl but guys get their heads shaved all messed up and they have to keep it like that for a whole day. I really dont like the whole senior week thing and if anyone did anything to me I would tell. I suggest that you do the same thing because if you keep on acting like its ok for people to push you around or do as they want to you then later of in life your gonna be the person who lets your spouses abuse you and find no problem in abusing other people. So get on board this train and lets be against senior week together.

The last subject of the day is pertty cool. So as many of you know i'm trilingual. I am fluent in English and Swahilli and I also speak spanish. Now I Dont know what the real definition of fluent is but for me I know I'm fluent because I can have a full conversation with someone in both languages and I can think in both languages is that makes any sense. But i've noticed the language that I normally think in is english. And I also dream in english even though i know both. Is that weird? For those of you who speak multiple languages are you the same way?

song if the day: because you love me - celine dion

quote of the day: A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality.
John Lennon

Random tidbit of information: I'm really excited for the movie letters to juliet to come out. It looks fab.