4.10.10

Dearest blog and blog readers, I hate to leave you guys out of my life. And normally everything worth meantioning is told to you. You've all felt my joy and sadness. Excitment and dissapointment. You have felt it all with me. And im grateful. Even if I only have one radom reader who lives in antartica or something I am grateful for you. So it wont be a suprise that im sharing some big news about my life. You ready for this. The story of Mariam and Prince is being made into a real life published story! Isen't that great? I know your probably jumping with joy reader in antartica. I cant wait until our names become one of the great romances. We'll be like Chuck and Blair, Cinderella and Prince Charming, Jacob and Bella, Lucas Scott, and BROOKE (yes I said brooke not payten he was supposed to end up with her) and the list goes on and on and on. I bet another thing your thinking is....but mariam and prince isen't a romance.

Thats when you bring tears to my eyes readers. I know that we are not a romance. Its a one way passion. Or thats what it seems like although I try to convince myself otherwise. But what I need to figure out is what to do to turn this story into a romance. It does have its comic parts like when I told my grandma about him. That was pretty funny. She even made me email a picture of him to her. and I did... (yes Samira you can use that in the story). Anyways the thing thats missing from the book is the mutual love. Here are some song lyrics to invisible by taylor swift that describe the situation from my view:

She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile
She’ll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can’t see me wantin you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

[Chorus:]
And I just wanna show you
She don’t even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

There’s a fire inside of you that can’t help but shine through
She’s never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

[Chorus]

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we’re Invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize

I just wanna show you she don’t even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisibleShe can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile