Good times & Nice guys finish FIRST!

Dear Blog,
I dont have a diary so this is going to have to do for now. Today was a fantastic day and it meant the world to me. The beginning of my day was just a little boring. I woke up to a house full of sleeping people which was fairly good because I got a good book and the fire place all to myself. I finished the A-List first thing in the morning then had breakfast and continued on to read Heartless. Its part of the Pretty Little Liars books. I dont want to spoil this for any of you who read them but their basically the best books ever. I love them and thank goodness they are tunring into a tv show this summer! But for those of you who have been following them in this book you FINALLY get to find out if Ali is dead or alive and who the culprit of this whole big thing is. Its very well written and I read the whole thing in a couple hours. What I also woke up too wasw snow. Lots and lots of it. I had plans to go to Grandville, Mo for Kassim's 1st birthday party. A year goes by so fast. I remember being at his baby shower, it feels like yesturday. But anyways the way it was looking I would not be able to go because of the snow :( But thank god for the government!! They cleaned those roads fast and I could go. But it left me little time to get ready and try on outfits. I went with my purple "dress" (the lady said it was a dress at the store but its REALLY short) with my dark skinny jeans and my black cardigan. I think it was an ok outfit.

When I got there... Well I was one of the first to arive as always even though me and my family were 30 minutes late. African people seem to have a problem with being on time. I like going to those events because I'm always on time compared to others but normally im the one whos late. Anyways time passed, I made small talk with some adults and hung out with Natasha. Then more people came and the basment started feeling crouded. Part of the more people was my best friend! It was cool to see her again its very rare since neither of us are "lincensed drivers" and my parents dont really chauffer me around as i please. You know who else was there? Prince. Prince. Prince. Prince. ahhhhhhhhhh ( i really screamed, well more of squeeled but anyways...) he was there. He looked so cute. It always seems like I forget just how attractive he is until I see him. And then something even more amazing happened. I got to sit by him for like 2 whole hours! It was like a dream, except for in dreams im more talkative and we have more conversations. But we talked a couple lines. He dosen't really talk to me either though. I dont get the I hate you vibe though which is good.

I really cant explain it but for some reason I just feel like hes the guy. The one that im supposed to be with. is that weird? am i imaging it? I really dont think so i just get an overwhealming feeling. And daydream/visions that hes my future. Even though some people try to make it seem negative since he didnt kill the bug that was by my head. But I dont blame him bugs are ICKY. The weird thing though was he totally came up in conversations and he was right there! And he didnt even flinch. someone goes, " thats really the guy you want to end up with. he dosent kill bugs and blah blah blah blah blah and I said something back along the lines of YES! I Want him bad!" Either he couldent hear which I highly doubt or it wasent a shocker to him. maybe he just knows its meant to be too. Who knows? I have been smart enough to figure out us dating right now wouldent work. Because 1. where would the actual dating happen? From party to party where our parents and basically relatives were everywhere. That wouldent be awkward at all. 2.He dosent really seem like the rebel break the rules and date when im not supposed to type. I like him for it. But then someone that said something that kept playing in my head and just brings me extreme joy , " your future husband...." I didnt even here the rest. I stopped right at your future husband. It sounded SO good. I cant totally imagine him in his hugo boss suit, I can here the wedding bells as we speak. Actually I can see it. Is that weird? I might have a really vivid imagination or I just see how its supposed to work out. I dont know but in case you havent realized I really really like him. Hes the whole world right now. This is a world without any of those other stupid gangster boys that ive been distracting myself with. This is the real deal. Its the moment where kendra meets hank. Khloe meets lamar. Brad meets angalina. Kim meets Reggie. Bella meets Jacob & Edward. Its the real deal.

song of the day: Put your records on - Connie Bailey Rae (kickin it old skool)

quote of the day: Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies."

"Each moment of a happy lover's hour is worth an age of dull and common life."

"I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you."