3/7/10

I have a confession. I did something terrible.....Last night I....NOTHING! Why did I start the blog this way? I dont know. But I feel extreme guilt for some reason. I didnt do anything out of the ordinary. Its really weird. Yesturday I went to my brothers birthday party at six o'clock. I wouldent really call it a party. What happened was like 5 or 6 of my brothers frieds from school went swimming at the indoor pool together. Nothing phenomenal really happened. I did some swimming for the first time in awhile and that was pretty nice. I missed actually swimming. You know when you go to the pool with other people you normally end up just kind of standing in water and talking? Well for those of you who do that actually swim. Its refreshing and exhilarating. But anyways it was nice but eventually I got bored and got out and kind of waited for the mini ones to be done.

They finished showered off and then came to our house for awhile for some pizza and cake. It was a hit and they played video games the rest of the night. Boys birthday parties are so weird. I remember my 10th birthday party and it just wasen't like that. Girls want to dance and play games take pictures. Boys just tell lame jokes to each other like, "you know what the funniest thing in the world is? What? Dora shooting barney with a shot gun. hahahahahahahaha". Litterly this one kid said that. I think that cake got to his head. But anyways I know girls at 10 have already started talking about cute boys and stuff. But not the guys, I didn't hear a single meantion of a girl or anything that wasen't cartoon or video game related. Anyways the party went well and afterwards olive came over.

Olive and I messed around with the guitar for a little while. She was really intrested in playing it and stuff. I feel so behind but i've made some goals for between spring break and the end of summer. Im going to be better at the guitar and work on some things with that. And I will learn some more dances. Like how to do all of the single ladies dance, 1,2 step, and all the rest of that kind of thing. It would be a lot of fun. But olive told me something funny. So at the MORP dance there was this slow song. I LOVE the song. Its Take you down by chris brown. I guess its kind of a "nasty" kind fo song but I really like it and its one of my CB jams. So anyways I left the dance floor when that came on because I'm single and I wasen't about to dance with myself. Well anyways olive goes, "did you see those guys?, what guys? you know (insert name here) and them? no I didn't. Well doing that song they got down on the ground and it litteraly looked like they were having sex with themselves. (mariam starts laughing) They were doing the chris brown dance from the video.... " If you see people doing weird dancing during the song their probably doing the original dance. Dont get scared and run k?

I got to see Nargis and Iman today. Their always a lot of fun and their a year older now. You can kind of see the diffrence a year can make. They were craking me up. And AbdulHakim is so cute. Hes gotten bigger and has these adorable eyes. Little kids are fun. I enjoy their company because their not bratty, they dont talk about awkward subjects, and their just 100% good. I think more people should be like children. Even Jesus said "Let the Children come to me and do not hinder them for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these". I memorized those lines around 5th grade when we studied them. For some reason those words stick out to me. Because it made me realize that people should try and be like little kids. Little kids dont punch or shoot each other, they dont cuss each other out, they dont even sing bad songs or anything yet their content and living happy healthy lives. Learn from them and I think your life will be better :)

btw, I still feel guilty. But I did NOTHING!! Maybe im loosing control of my emotion system. Woulden't that suck!

Song of the day: Baby - Justin beiber (He posted this link from two years ago when he was singing chris browns with you and uneditted and stuff. He has a drop dead amazing voice. I am so jealous. Practice can make all your dreams come true. Really it can.)

Quote of the day: Love is a rythem of two hearts beating.