"Don't know if Snow Whites house is near or far away, but I know I had the best day with you...today"

Today was one of those genuinely good days. I woke up pretty early to catch the bus with a friend and head to the sidewalk sale. I had been kind of avoiding my friends since I got back from Canada and I wasn't in the best of moods but I had a great time with them shopping downtown. There were no awkward pauses and it just felt like a regular group of people having a good time. It was nice. I also controlled my shopaholic habits and didn't buy anything. Except for I splurged for a cupcake from Cupcake Construction which I SWEAR was my idea. I always said when I retired I was going to open a Tea and cupcake place with really bright colors everywhere. The whole idea is like a coldstone for cupcakes. You can design it anyway you want, but the idea was stolen from me. Oh well, it wasn't meant to be.

I had a great time hanging out with my new friend. I was feeling kind of lonely you know and I think god answered my prayers with them. They're both two really cool people that I can be myself around, no judgement or anything. So we also went down to the sidewalk sale then had dinner at my house and watched never say never. Well Me and one of my friends did. Her brother is not interested in Justin Bieber as most boys aren't. Justin Bieber's music just makes me feel good because it's so light and fluffy and that made my day.

Then African Queen randomly trended on twitter. Love that song. I heard it at a wedding in 2009 and the message was really pretty. It's nice hearing a song about a girl like me. Sometimes I feel like I live in a world where my complete opposites are idolized and i'm just there. But I'm working on self esteem issues and finding comfort in the fact that what was meant to be will be. How I look or the weird things I say won't get in the way.

I'm also figuring out that what people think of you isn't as important as it may seem. Be polite and be kind but don't ever change yourself because you don't feel cool enough in front of certain people like your crush or the "popular" kids. If they don't like the real you then it's not even worth it. You are who you are and the people that were meant to be in your life will appreciate that person. I honestly believe that. I hope you all do too.


Song of the day: The Best Day by Taylor Swift

quote of the day: Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of someone else" - Sean Kingston