"Someday i'll be living in a big old city..." - My dreams of the future

So my life has been filled with lots of talk about the future and I too have been daydreaming i'm just always embarassed to talk about it. So don't try to get me to. I won't. But seeing as this blog is like my diary i'll let you in.

20 years from now...if gods willing, and everything goes as I want...

I would have graduated from high school, and have a degree in pharmacy

I would have traveled and stepped foot on every continet except for Antartica,because I can't think of a single thing i'd want to do in Antartica. Specificallly I hope to have been to: Greece, Italy, Dubai, Seachelles island, South Africa, Jamaica, Bahamas, Hawii, Tokeyo, and any where else the world takes me.

I'll be married to an amazing guy who likes dancing around to music in the living room, likes to travel and see things, listens when I talk (not just nodds but really listens), and most importantly loves me with all his heart. Not to meantion he's going to be cute..

I want to have five children (four girls and a boy), seeing as I wrote an entire book based off my day dreams and hopes for the future I have names: Angelina, Natalie, Delilah or just plain Laila, Isabelle, and Justin (yes i'm naming my child after Justin Bieber he inspires me. But I swear I liked the name Justin before him.)I want them to know they're loved and I want to be close to them.

I want to live in a beautiful house that I designed with a pool in the backyard, a hot tub, a little spa area, big spacious rooms, and lots of colors everywhere. And orchids, there should be orchids. I want a killer sound system that spreads through the whole house. Music should be playing at all times all over the house. It'll set the mood and the feel. Music is life. This home will be in some quiet neighboorhood, maybe in calabasis, california or somewhere else. I also want a simple house in the hamptons to spend my summer in (who said I can't dream big).

I want to be famous, I will probably have my own television show similar to oprah where I talk about life and interview celebrities. Give my opinion on things.

I will also have my own reality show, like keeping up with the kardashians. One can only hope to have a life is as fun as theirs.

I hope to have my fingers in the music buisness. Maybe song writting, or teaching piano on the side. Or having an album of my own. I've always dreamed of an album of all duets. With songs kind of like Superhuman or Just a kiss by CB and Lady Antebellum.

I'd like to help the world somehow. Maybe by donating money or volunteering at one of those hotlines to give people advice or just talk to lonely people. I want to do something, find some way to give back.

I want to be close to my family, and a few of my besties. I hope we still have many good times together and everyone that I love is just as sucsessful as I am.

I want to be really fashionable, no mom jeans and old lady clothes for me. I hope to have a killer fashion sense and wear french heels everywhere, everyday just because I can. I admire french people's lifestyle. Tennis shoes are for those who can't work it. I want to strut like I mean it, bring on the Christian Loubitons.

I hope to go to concerts often, there's just some kind of magic in concerts. I can't explain it. It's crazy. I hope it still feels just as magical 25 years from now.

And most importantly I hope to be healthy, and happy and alive. Yup these are my dreams. I just let you in. Be glad.