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My name is Mariam and through this blog I'm discovering things about the world, and about myself. Through all my blogs you'll see craziness, political insight, celebrity mania, musical interest, total drama queen-ness,all about boys, and ever changing views on everything. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoy writing it. You're about read the pages of my epic diary. Welcome to my world, and feel free to come back ;)

Friday, July 1, 2011

"I've been California dreaming for your heart for me..."

Well well well, you know me right? You know my weakness? It's the weakness that kind of started this blog. It was a place where I can talk about how I felt and everything. A month ago I told you I was over my weakness. I should've known it wouldn't last. But I can't help it! He's like my kryptonite! All he has to do is smile and say my name and there I am again wanting him and searching for him like a lost puppy. What the hell is wrong with me? I don't know what exactly it is but something about him..it just makes my heart beat fast. And the funny thing is he can't hear that super bass. I mean I'm not really all that flirty around him because we're never in a situation where that seems okay. And sometimes I wonder if he even believes that I like him.

The bottom line is he doesn't like me. I need to get over it. God help me. And if not God one of you. Is the fact I can't get over him a sign that I shouldn't be? I met a ton of cute canadian guys, like Trey songz types and none of them gave me the same kind of butterflies he does. I have a serious problem. And it's only getting worse. ugh.

song of the day: California King Bed by Rihanna

quote of the day: "Shrek is the best fairytale. He teaches you that no one needs to be perfect to have a happily ever after." - Damn Teen Quote on twitter

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