The lyrics above are to a song I absolutley love. It's called Waka Waka (This time for Africa) by Shakira. I love that song! It makes me feel good. I especially love theAfrican beats it has, it just makes you want to dance. I'm hoping someday I'll succeed in writing a feel good song like that.
So guess what? I'm still in a dusty corner... (refer to a couple blogs back). My horescope was telling me that yesturday would be an amazing day for me if I just spoke from my heart and I didn't do it. For the record I considered it then chickened out. I think part of the reason I chickened out is because I'm not fearless yet. I was scared. Scared if rejection and embarassment. I really am my worst enemy. I get worried too much about peoples opinions. Yesturday I did something I do all the time and suddenly my heart was racing with fear that it didn't make sense. I calmed myself down but it's stupid that I wasted a precious moment of my time worrying about doing something I wanted to do.
I'm trying to change and become less worried about things like that. It's getting better but I'm not there. I'm discovering myself one step at a time. I've come a long way if you look at some of these old blogs. I'm just not fully there yet. I'll get to fearless just not there yet. I believe in me because if I don't who will?
Song of the day: waka waka (this time for Africa) - shakira
quote of the day: reach for the moon, If you miss you may hit a star
About Me
- Forever yours, Mariam
- My name is Mariam and through this blog I'm discovering things about the world, and about myself. Through all my blogs you'll see craziness, political insight, celebrity mania, musical interest, total drama queen-ness,all about boys, and ever changing views on everything. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoy writing it. You're about read the pages of my epic diary. Welcome to my world, and feel free to come back ;)
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