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My name is Mariam and through this blog I'm discovering things about the world, and about myself. Through all my blogs you'll see craziness, political insight, celebrity mania, musical interest, total drama queen-ness,all about boys, and ever changing views on everything. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoy writing it. You're about read the pages of my epic diary. Welcome to my world, and feel free to come back ;)

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

"I'm alone/on my own/thats all I know/I'll be strong/I'll be wrong but life goes on/I'm just a girl... Trying to find a place in this world" -T. Swift

Hi everyone! So I have a question for you today, what is the oppisite of faith in one word? Are you thinking about it? Well this morning as I was getting ready for school my mom had the t.v. on to this ministers show, Crefello dollar is his name. And he was talking about what the oppisite of faith is. The word he used was fear. It makes sense dosen't it? When you have faith the world is the limit. When you have fear something is holding you back from all the world has to offer. Everyone has fear, its a given. What makes us scared? Well for one, a lack of faith that everything happens for a reason and that we're all destined for greatness. You hear that? We are all destined for greatness. I just know it. Everyone destined for a different kind of great though. Some of us might reach a buisness level of greatness, and others might get the pure of heart level of greatness. It depends, but what I know is true about myself and probably all of you is the fact that fear holds me back from a lot of things.

I for one know that I wasen't born with fear. Fear was instilled in me by people. I believe the year was 7th grade, I was 11 years old just a girl trying to find a place in this world. Then a couple people came and decided my place for me. That place didn't happen to be reaching for the stars or destined for sucsess. They burned my light out. And the saddest part is that I let them. They told me I wasen't this and I wasen't that. And i'd never get this. The stupid mistake I made, was beliving them because of FEAR. I had FEAR that they were better then me and most of all I had a fear that what they said was true. So for years I let the fear hold me back and I found different excuses for why I wasen't out there living. But then I took some time to think about it. What exactly made me think that they were better then me? Did they have a 4.0? I dont think so. Did they have any talent whatsoever? Unless sleeping around is a talent then no. So they had no right to bring me down.

Those girls, giving people their wrong place in this world. Their wrong. Their stupid, and 50 years from now you'll be wondering why they let you feel so down. Don't wait 50 years. Don't be scared forever. Theres a life to live and if you have faith in God or faith in your destiny then nothing will stop you. You can't have both faith and fear and I think that faith is a better choice. Start living today, while life is good for you. Don't wait, don't be scared. Theres a whole world out there waiting for you to enjoy it and find yourself in it. Create your own place in this world.

song of the day: A place in the World - Taylor Swift (back from her 1st album)

quote of the day: The only thing we have to fear is fear itself

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