That is one of the most beautiful duets I have ever heard. The title I mean. Its from the song God bless the broken road. I love that song, I've been listening to it more and more often latley.
I'm trying to figure myself out. But theres a feeling I can't get past. A feeling that gets stronger and stronger every day. The last few days someone has been constantly on my mind. I know i'm a teenager with hormones or whatever but this is different. I feel it all the way from my head to my toes, and mostly in my heart. I've always been a believer that people should follow their hearts no matter what. And i've watched it work out for so many people. Why can't I just do it, admit my feelings somewhere thats not this blog. I'm lost
My horescope has been telling me all week that now is the time to just do what I feel. Todays effected me the most though, it said "you must either move into the unknown concerning a certain relationship, which will bring many changes, or stay put in your dry dusty little corner". I don't want to stay put in a dusty little corner! But i'm scared of the unknown. I'm scared of rejection. Maybe my whole life or roughly the last 5-6 years i've been stuck in a dusty little corner when the castle is only a few miles away. What am I doing in this corner?
Its like a butterfly stuck in a stupid crystilas, holding back on something good. If I just opened up and spread my wings or tried soemthing new i'd be soaring. Its a sad feeling knowning that I am my worst enemy. I'm the one possibly holding myself back from something fantastic. All it would take is 3 words, maybe even less but I can't get myself to say them. The one thing I have figured out is who its directed too. Thats not changing anytime soon.
I'm tired of this corner. I need to get out. I need to admit my feelings once and for all. I need answers and I need to know. Because i'm about to explode.
song of the day: God bless the broken road
quote of the day:
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
-Another little clip from god bless the broken road by Carrie underwood and the Rascal Flatts
About Me
- Forever yours, Mariam
- My name is Mariam and through this blog I'm discovering things about the world, and about myself. Through all my blogs you'll see craziness, political insight, celebrity mania, musical interest, total drama queen-ness,all about boys, and ever changing views on everything. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoy writing it. You're about read the pages of my epic diary. Welcome to my world, and feel free to come back ;)
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