"Taking my sin my cross my shame/Rising again I bless your name/You are my all in all"

So yesturday, my baby cousin passed away. Well shes not really a baby shes 5 years old. I never met her, beore yesturday I didn't know she exsisted. It makes me feel so bad. so bad that I never saw her or talk to her and I never will get too. I keep thinking about her, even though I don't really know what she looks like. I think she was my 3rd or 4th cousin. She went to the airport in Tanzania, a third world country,and was heading back to her home in london with her 3 brothers and sisters with her mother. They were walking across the airport and then, this wood thing that was similar to the monitars that we have at airports only wood since its third world fell on my cousin. She died right away. It was heavy, she was 5 years old. She went to Africa alive and she will never get to leave. It makes me so pissed at that stupid airport, and the whole country. How could they not think about safty at all? How could they not care that she'll never get to get married or travel the world. Shes gone. Don't worry about me, i'm ok because yes we've never met it just hurts. that family connection, I can feel it in my blood.

God bless my little cousin and take her into your open arms. Pray for her if you get the chance readers, she deserves it.

There may be a lawsuit and stuff coming up but the thing is her mother dosen't want money, or publicity. She wants her daughter back.

This should be a reminder to you and to me that accidents happen every day. You need to live your life and enjoy the oppurtunity you have to even be living. Enjoy the gift of life because you never know when it will be gone.

song of the day: All in all (gospel song)