"But what they dont know is when you get home/And get behind close doors/Man you hit the floor/It's the God in me"

On Saturday and Sunday I had a pretty magical experience that I would share with you. For the record, anytime something that changes me or really makes me feel something happens I try and share it with you. On Saturday I went to a Youth Event at my church with my cousin. We had a pretty good time. We did manicures and they had all these stickers and things you can put on them. My nails are light purple with white flowers, their adorable. Then we had some blow up stuff. I only went once on the obstacle course against a friend of mine, M. It was too fun! It was raining and I couldn't stop laughing. We sang praise and worship songs and I was in a room full of people who love God. Do you know how amazing that is? In todays society everywhere you look there are athiest people who don't believe in anything. I do not understand how they live. Yes some of them are nice people but without God what exactly do you have to live for? If we came from monkeys then why don't we just treat our fellow human being just like we treat monkeys? Nothing more then an animal. Thats just my personal thought.

Anyways, I wanted to let you all know that it is really easy to see the difference between a person who believes in God and one that dosen't. Normally, people who don't believe tend to be confuzed about their lives, they frown a lot more then they smile, and they say no need to do kind things to others. Normally their the people that let the door slam in your face and stuff. Its not always the case, but sometimes its relevant. Yes I understand that people with religion do this too. Anyways there was no door to face action happening at the youth event. Everyone was different and nice to each other. Not everyone was an aneroxic highly made up face. There was different color, shape, and sizes there. But you coulden't see a difference in them because they all believed and had a faith that took over their whole being. It. Was. Awesome.

Sunday morning, at the church service was the magical part. Never have I felt more strongly that God is there then I did at that moment. I felt it. In my heart and in my whole baby as we were singing Mighty to Save. It made tears come in my eyes, not sad tears but happy tears because I was part of something truly amazing! To some of you this may be a bunch of crap, but to me it was a powerful moment. Think what you want but I'm an Episcopalian christian and proud.

song of the day: Might to Save and God in Me by Mary Mary

quote of the day:Do not give up when you still have something to give.
Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying