"I got the magic in me/everytime I touch a track it turns into gold/everybody wants some presto magic magic magic"

Hey blog!
I missed writing on here. I've been spending a lot of my time with family latly and it's been nice. This last weekend I watched the movies Death at a Funeral and Easy A. They were both good ones. They both made me laugh so much. Entertainment is great, especially with family because you find out that they also talk during movies with you! I guess you can say I just missed being around my extended family. We're having a ton of good times and it's reminding me of when I lived in maryland and these good times were every day. Family is a good thing, because let me tell you something. When no one else out there loves you, your family will. No matter what kind of family you have its true. Family is a blessing and I appreciate it more and more.

School has been pretty ok for me lately. I'm doing pretty good grade wise. Physics isn't as hard as it used to be. Its homecoming week at school so thats pretty exciting. We get to vote tomorrow on homecoming queen and king! I'm most excited for the homecoming dance! I love to dance. But I'm a little worried about this one. I heard that the d.j. is someone that goes to school and he plans on playing mostly tech-no music :/ . I like techno but when I feel like really dancing, I need some hip hop. Thats what I can dance too best. When they play tech-no at school everyone just jumps up and down and as good of exercise as that is, I prefer actually dancing. If I had started dance lessons at a young age I would so be in dance right now. But at this age, I don't have the body for it. I'm not flexible enough to really do it. You guys just learned one of my secret dreams. Aren't you excited about that?

Lately i've had a laid back open attitude about everything and I guess it shows. People who I wasn't as close too have been talking to me and its nice. I guess I've checked into reality. Before, if you were part of my little dream world you basically had an easy way out. Every one who was part of that fantasy could basically make me feel bad at times because they were a "prince" or a "friend". Not anymore, now if you do something to hurt me i'm not going to put up with it because I don't have too. I guess I figured out if I'm wrong (don't think so right now but maybe), If A. isn't the one for me, or he just plain doesn't like me I won't be heart broken. This is good news. If you asked my a year ago what I would do if he said "I'm not into you" the answer would have been cry for days. Not anymore, and its not because I think he is any less special or something along those lines. He's still adorable and the perfect prince but I guess I have confidence and figured out what I'm worth now. There are 3 billion other boys in the world, I'm sure i'll get my happy ending with one of them.

Well i'm off to watch One Tree Hill now!

song of the day: Magic by b.o.b (I HAVE TICKETS TO THE CONCERT! YAY!)

quote of the day: Memory is an abstract painting. It does not present things as they are, but rather, as they feel.