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My name is Mariam and through this blog I'm discovering things about the world, and about myself. Through all my blogs you'll see craziness, political insight, celebrity mania, musical interest, total drama queen-ness,all about boys, and ever changing views on everything. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoy writing it. You're about read the pages of my epic diary. Welcome to my world, and feel free to come back ;)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

If I could get another chance/Another walk with him/I'd play a song that would never end/How I'd love to Dance with my father again" - Luther Vandross

Hello everyone! So today, in choir we were singing the song heart will forget you. The way it was coming out just wasn't right. Yes we were on key and all singing the right part, better then some choirs can do but there was something missing. Our teacher stops class and says, "This just isn't working". She then asks how many of you have honest to goodness been in love. Maybe about 10 hands go up from people who have felt the sensation. She then talks about the feeling and how when your in love and your vulnerable and give yourself to someone no one can hurt you more. The song is about heartbreak, remember. She wanted us to sing the song as though we were pulling a thorn out of our hearts. Remember yesterday I talked about what the opposite of faith was? Its fear. Well what's the opposite of love? I can think of a couple words but whats fitting for this situation, is pain. Love is an extreme indescribable joy that really can't be beat by a new pair of christian loubitons, or a gold medal. Pain is extreme hurt, anger, and sadness. They sure sound like opposites to me.

But anyways her metaphor just stuck with me all day. Then she got really emotional, thats something I like about women's choir. It can be a really emotional place. People open up. My teacher said her worst fear is her dad dying before he can walk her down the isle. She started crying just thinking about it. I really felt for her. I want my dad to walk me down the isle too. who doesn't? Those are two of my favorite moments in weddings. When the father walks his baby girl down the isle and hands him to another man, trusts him with his precious girl forever. Its a big thing. The second thing I love, is the father daughter dance. It just gives me chills every time. There some things all girls just want, things that unite the popular girls, the unicorn loving girls, goths, preps, and band geeks. We all just want to be loved.

Song of the day: Dance with my father - Luther Vandross (may he r.i.p)

Quote of the day:"In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities."

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