"i can't think of a song so i'm just writting this"

Hey,
I'm still confused. Very confused. I need to figure out what I really truly want and how to get it. I've had the same problem for 3 years and I still haven't found the answer. I've prayed about it countless times, not since the beginning though. For some reason it took a tyler perry movie for me to pray about it. In the movie they said something like if you really care about something or someone then you pray about it more then you pray for yourself or selfish things. So I did try that but I still haven't found my answer. Its cool because i'll be patient. I just don't want to waste time on something that won't move or go. Maybe I just over think things and it gets me into trouble.

I went to my first girl scout thing today. I had a really good time. It felt good not to actually have to fake having fun and to be doing something to help hidden valley. It just feels good to be a girl scout again. Only one person whos not new actually showed up but some friends were there. It was some pretty good times. Theres a lot of fun things planned for the year so i'll keep you updated on how that goes.

I have a lot of homework to do today that I REALLY don't want to do. Math gives me a headache. This has definatly been the fastest weekend ever. Friday seems like just a few minutes ago, saturday feels like 3 minutes and the fact that its sunday is just amazng. Time moves so fast! wow!

song of the day: unkonwn for now, you know i'm confused when i can't think of a song