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My name is Mariam and through this blog I'm discovering things about the world, and about myself. Through all my blogs you'll see craziness, political insight, celebrity mania, musical interest, total drama queen-ness,all about boys, and ever changing views on everything. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoy writing it. You're about read the pages of my epic diary. Welcome to my world, and feel free to come back ;)

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

2/24/10

Have you ever heard the saying with a heavy heart, or her heart was heavy? Well my heart was heavy today. Ever since the school bell rang I had a weird feeling like a not in my heart. Of course I was praying and hoping it wasn't a disease and I wasn't gonna drop dead, but I figured it was my intuition. So I walk into the MLK assembly practice. Guess who's there? No Im sorry it wasn't Taylor Lautner or Prince but he was almost as cute. It was J.D. My heart totally jumped. He noticed me walk in but next to him was this stupid, ugly, blond skank!!! Any questions about how I feel about her? Anyways so we all sat in there and J.D. was making everyone laugh with his voices on the microphone. But next to him was always her. Giggling all skanky like. But I acted my part as an outsider well and acted like it was no big deal.

Getting back to the practice though, I read my little passage and it went well. Then I was waiting and looking at what everyone else was doing. Some bad news though, the step team was falling apart. But there was a michael jackson tribute and you all know how much I love those. Well, it was a little disappointing but you know what wasn't? The guy singing it. His names plan and he was CUTE! Then there was this rapper who did fantastic. I thought he was gonna suck but he had it all put together and did everything right. The beat was awesome and I just wanted to dance the whole time. We'll see how it goes and i'll defiantly let you know.

So aren't you still curious about why my heart was heavy? It was heavy because...I got on facebook and saw that J.D. was in a relationship with blondie. it made me realize that that part of my heart set for love is now shared between two men. And it felt like someone squeezed my heart. My heart feels heavy, this isn't the first time he has gone out with someone but it still really really hurts. But life goes on....

song of the day: Hey mama - kanye west

quote of the day:[A] final comfort that is small, but not cold: The heart is the only broken instrument that works.

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