So has anyone ever had an assigned partner on an assigment? Im sure after like 3rd grade you got assigned people. Now you know the thing that bugs me most about assigned partners. Its when you get a partner who wont carry their own weight, you know do their part. Its very very annoying because then one person has to do everything. What I wonder is does the partner realize what their doing or have they just never had to do something on their own. Or I remember like 3 years ago my friends decided to do this thing for christmas where everyone gave money and we bought each other christmas presents. Right from the bat this one girl goes, Im not gonna pay but I better still get a present. Its like umm...excuse me? Anyways if your assigned a partner or soemthing my words of wisdom of the day is do your part.

I always worry about what I say. Sometimes I can have a biggish mouth. And you know thats one of the bad things about never being able to mind read. You never know if what your saying is hurting someone. Like just not I was texting samira and she stopped texting me and I wondered if I said something bad. same thing with other people thats just the most recent situation. Sometimes I just basically write whats in my mind in an email or text or something and i've had to suffer for it a couple times because the people got offensive. My school friends dont like to hear the truth. They like to be lied too. When you dont take their side on a situation or say something that dosent make them look angleic they get upset. And honestly I dont like it. I understand that the truth hurts and maybe its not my buisness to go around telling them but if their your friends you should be able to tell them anything right? I dont know but I really worry about what im saying and maybe im not careful enough. If I say anything mean I didnt mean it 99.9 % of the time. the one percent applies to hitler and others like him. I mean to be mean to that kind of person

Plans are a funny thing. you know everyone makes plans. Some of them are short and simple, like im going to the grocery store tommorow and others are complicated like Im gonna turn right climb the 50 ft tree and marry Channing tatum after his first divorce. The chances of that one working out for you are pretty slim. Not to rain on your parade if thats someones plan its just not as easy as the grocery store thing. In reality not matter how many times we plan and go over something its probably still not gonna happen because are futures are already planned out. So its almost a waste of time sitting around making plans. I mean I am really big on the lieing in bed and imagining things. Latley ive gotten a new storyline that i'm very much enjoying. Its like a more personalized cinderella story. I really like it. I have really good realistic hair and cute outfits in this little future fantasy of mine. Another thing thats funny is here I am planning this daydream/plan of mine when all the people involved are probably under their covers making their plans that have NOTHING to do with your plan. I mean there could be zero similarity except that everyone involved is human. So anyways thats my little random talk about plans.

I'm wondering if I should be more specific about things. I like to keep things broad partly so my readers (samira) can put their own thing in the situation so it makes more sense to them. Kind of like a fill in the blank. I dont know though maybe one day ill have like a 20 questions thing where I have to answer them all in specific detail.....or not. but maybe. I dont really have any secrets that NO one knows. Like I said big mouth. hard to keep secrets. Now im really blabbing. bye

Song of the day:
Justin timberlake kind of mood. How about my love, and sexy back.

quote of the day:

Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is going to come from. The next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that its right around the corner and you open up your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing you’re wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it, with all of your heart. – Lucas Scott, Nathan Scott, Brooke Davis, Haley James Scott & Peyton Sawyer