more on michael

Imagine this scenerio. Your a docter about 58 years old. You have a pretty big office and are living sucsessfully. Your living with your girlfriend and a 50 years old man comes to your sobbing. He weighs less then 100 pounds. He has the saddest eyes you've ever scene and is being forced into things he dosent want to do. This an is...michael jackson? As you know I've been really intrested in the whole michael deal, life, music a lot about him. And I figured in order to get closer into knowing the guy I should read books about him. I litterally just finished reading The final days of michael jackson unmasked. And in the book the way he describes the death is as something possibly planned out by the kind of pop himself. Apperently he was really depressed and tired of this world.

Can you imagine. Like being so bad you dont want to be here anymore. I cant think of it. A lot of stuff must have to go wrong. But its making a little sense to me. Everyone who says saw him they say he gave a hug and said he loved them. Said goodbye or held them tighter then usual. He was leaving magic in the world before he melts away. He wrote exactly 200 songs that are left to no other person, just his children that he figured they could live off of forever. He set everything in proper order for him to just leave. Do you buy it? I dont even know whats the truth and whats not but what I REALLY want is for Janet to right a book about her brother. I want to see everything from her point of veiw but the chances are slim.....Ill twitter her about it.

And the movie is in the works. So we'll get to see with our own eyes what Mr. Jackson was like in his last days and what I want to see is a smile. But if he looks the way the book describes and the hospital people describe I may just have to bring a box of tissues and not for my never ending sniffles. I hate being sick....


Song of the moment:
The way you make me feel - micahel

quote of the day:
to come in my next blog....