"I won't let nobody hurt you/Won't let no one break your heart/And no one will desert you/Just try to never grow up (never grow up)"

Hey,
So high school. What do you guys all think of it? I'm not talking about the challenging advanced classes and the disgusting cafeteria food but more of the whole little community in there. I used to think that my school didn't have gossiping and all this stuff but apparently just because the people I hang out with aren't doing it doesn't mean its not going on. Today we had an assembly for my schools mascots birthday. It was pretty cool but a variety of different teams performed. When the cheer team started their cheer I think everyone was so jealous they wouldn't respond to the cheers for like a whole minute. It was super akward, but seeing as it's high school the girls were thinking about stabbing the cheerleaders and the guys were thinking about screwing them. I'm not just guessing the jaw dropped expression on their faces were pretty obvious.

Then the dance team performed and people gave them a nice little slow clap because they all wished they could move like that. Same with the step team. There was a lot of jealousy in the air in my opinion, but with some people more then others. Some were making fun of certain member of certain teams the whole entire time. Not thinking twice about using the b word and calling people fat. It reminded me that this is a dog eat dog world that we live in. It's weird that we all couldn't just put our differences aside for one stupid assembly and supported each other. I'm wondering if this is just high school or the world as a whole. It seems like no one wants to see anyone else succeed unless its them. The number of selfless people in the world is going down, and the number of selfish people is going way up. I wonder when this happened and what made it happen. Could one person change this situation by simply using the "If you can't say nothing nice don't say anything at all rule?" I don't have all the answers but it sure made me thing about the song Where Is The Love. Totally one of the most relevant songs of this century.

Another thing that sucks about high school is just how judgmental people are. It's terrible. They want you to hate the same things as them and love the same thing as them. And when you don't then you have a problem. Yesterday someone was dumping on Justin Bieber and I for one am a fan but thats unacceptable in high school. Your not allowed to actually like anyone your own age because their "immature and babyish" even though everyone saying that is a baby themselves. None of them can sing like him, but anyways I said "I think hes kinda cute" and she goes "NO!". I didn't say anything because I didn't want to get into an argument or something but it just bugged me. Why do people have to judge others so freaking often in high school? Being this age has its benefits and its negativities I guess. One of the benefits is feeling young, alive, and unstoppable. I like that part just not the judging.

song of the day: Never Grow up by Taylor Swift

quote of the day: Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away: (don't live your life like those people making fun of their peers. Those moments are just wasted breath, but when your live moments that take your breath away your making your life count)