"Its a new season/It's a new day..."

Hey everyone!
I'm officially turning over a new leaf. These last few months its been tough. I've been trying to figure out what I want out of life. I knew I wanted a good education and wanted to be happy. Those were my two big things. But the challenge was what exactly would make me happy. I knew my family did a pretty good job of that. I also knew I had a couple legit friends who I could actually have a good time with. That makes me happy. Then I came to the subject of my interests. I figured out that I actually really like the piano, I'm still untreated in guitar, I live to sing, and also writing this blog makes me happy. You know why? Because all the things in my heart that nobody wants to listen too or I have a problem saying comes out in here. It's a blessing this blog is. Its freeing to just say what you feel. But it's also a little sad that I don't have many friends ready to listen to what I have to say or even care enough to read this. Guess their not my real friends, their the people on my forget you after high school list.

But back to turning to the new me. I still have the same fearless goal I started the year with. I also want to meet some cool people and find away to let the good people in my life know how much I appreciate them. Because without people like my best friend, cousin, brother, and God I would not be the same girl writing all this right now. I'm a huddled percent sure of that because all of them are people who changed my life for the better. I really like the place that I am right now because for once in my life I'm starting to see my own worth in a good light. the funny thing is all these people have no idea what kind of difference they've had in my life. But this is the beginning of brand new Mariam.

Get excited :)

Song of the day: Only girl (in the world) by Rihanna

Quote of the day: I'm not going to blame you for breaking my heart; it was my fault thinking someone like you could handle something so delicate.