"Don't say yes run away now/Don't wait or say a single vow/You need to hear me out and they said Speak now"

Hey,
Yesturday I had a solution. I made a whole blog about why I was no longer going to have hope for A. being my Prince and all this stuff. It was an awesome blog. I'm going to tell you something and you must believe it. After I wrote the blog, IT DISAPPEARED! It was crazy. It wasn't even in my drafts anymore. I wondered exactly what that was supposed to mean. Of course the ideas that this may be a sign made me get a little dose of love sickness about the whole thing. It's so hard readers. I liked him for so long, liking him was a part of me. I feel like I tried and I failed. I need to accept defeat. My brain knew this for about a month but I couldn't move on. I'm queen of crushes but my heart would say, "remember Prince... because that one worked so well for you". But then I went to this amazing party. I had a really good time because I got to see my best friend! Thats always awesome. At the party I got a jolt of self confidence. I realized my worth and that even if I let go I won't end up alone or something. I'm a nice girl and that's definatly worth something. So I'm letting go and moving on.

But i'll tell you one thing, this is his opportunity to stop me! If he does something that proves that his heart might be on this roller coaster too then maybe my heart will turn this decision around. If your reading this take the hint. If you like me let me know, If not i'll be the one taking the hint and I'll move on. This blog is open to one and all. You want to know how I feel? Read it. Most everything on here came strait from my heart.


In the words of Taylor Swift: Speak Now

I'll be waiting....but don't worry readers my hopes aren't up too high. The chances of this being seen by he whom I was talking about is very slim. I'll give him a day or two and then I'm moving on. Or maybe I should have sent this more direct? How more direct can you get then sending it to the whole world? Who knows, if God wants it to happen, he'll see it. By any means possible

song of the day: Speak Now

quote of the day:
Girl: How much do you love me?
Boy: Look up at the sky.
Girl: Don't change the subject!
Boy:Just do it!
Girl: Alright! What am I looking at?
Boy: Count how many stars there are.
Girl: Impossible.
Boy: So is explaining how much I love you.

(waiting for this moment in my life <3)