"Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room & we're not speaking/And I'm dying to know is it killing you like its killing me"

Hello, Hello, Hello! God is good, my life is good, my fabulous new follower is good, and you old ones are pretty cool too ;) I miss you guys, I know you guys are like "if you really missed me you would blog more". I never understood when people said they were busy, but junior year has helped me learn. I'm buried in homework most of the time and life's a headache sometimes but it's good to be alive. You want to know some reasons why? For starters there are awesome nine year olds like willow smith who prove that age is just a number and whip their hair back and forth :) Theres a girl named Taylor Swift writing songs about cute boys like Taylor Lautner and Joe Jonas, yummy right? Her album is too cool, I like every song. Tommorow Free State is about to defeat our rival in a football game, and theres love in the world. Not necessarily in my world, but I had a fabulous dream about 3 really cute boys and it was defiantly a sign that maybe all three have stolen my heart. But i'm going to hold out on the details of these crush and see how it ends up.

So part of me being me is the fact that I am absolutly in love with Gossip girl. It's one of the best parts of my week. Along with it is my longing to live Gossip Girl someday but anyways. For those faithful fans, have you seen whats been going on with Chuck and Blair? The war was breaking my heart but little J's speech? It was practically a classic. I'm excited to see them back together again. All of you should check out Gossip Girl monday nights at 8!

I'm having an issue with my friends. I don't have very many common interests with them and it kind of sucks. I really need to meet a Gossip girl/One Tree Hill/Kardashian obsessed, girly friends. So what sucks is that I have no friends that fully relate to me and I don't fully relate to them. I understand that its normal for everyone to have different personalities, the human way even, but don't most people have a friend whos their other half? Don't get me wrong, I love my friends. Their pretty amazing people but it sucks to feel alone. It really does. I feel it more and more, but while my cousin was here I didn't feel it as much. My families there for me but it would be awesome to find someone who has similar interests thats not on twitter. Ya feel me?

song of the day: The Story of Us by Taylor Swift (it's from the new album, speak now)
I so understand this album. Have you ever ran into someone you haven't seen in awhile and you both know each other but neither one of you will just walk up and say hi? I've lived this like a million times, Taylor Swift was smart enough to write a song about it :) It's about Joe Jonas though, hes her prince or was at least...

quote of the day:Change alone is eternal, perpetual, immortal.