"You don't know how it hurts/U don't know how I cried/Don't know I spent my time wishin'..."

Ok so the story behind these song lyrics are kind of funny. One morning I got a pen and paper and I wrote my first song in awhile. It was because my heart was hurting for awhile and I just coulden't sit down and write a love song because I myself was in pain, more pain then I was letting on. Anyways so finally I decided that I would just try it. It turned out pretty good! So I tried to shoot a video but I wasen't memorized so I snuck some headphones and sang along to myself. It was weird but the videos are kind of embarassing. I look good in them since I took like 2 hours getting ready but I kept giggling and stuff. Anyways heres the song....

You don't know

For years I watched you from afar
I like your walk, your talk, you were my every desire
Tried this and that
tryin to get your attention but to you I was nothing
just someone you passed on the road to succsess
squeezed my heart on that path

chorus

You don't know how it hurts
you don't know how I cried
Don't know I spent my time wishin
Hopin prayin that you'd see
a light in me

You decided to work
Didn't see any worth
In those hints I kept on giving
In the life that I was leading
You made me stop believing I will never forget

The first time you started giving me your eyes
Said I was special, sent me all those texts
You made me feel real good
like a brand new butterfly
spreading my wings towards my dream

I should have known it was all just
one big joke
made me smile for awhile
forget the word impossible
but when word got around
I was the punchline to your joke
the pain began

(Chorus)

Theres one more line of versus but i think you get the picture of the song. I'm pretty proud of it.