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My name is Mariam and through this blog I'm discovering things about the world, and about myself. Through all my blogs you'll see craziness, political insight, celebrity mania, musical interest, total drama queen-ness,all about boys, and ever changing views on everything. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoy writing it. You're about read the pages of my epic diary. Welcome to my world, and feel free to come back ;)

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

We were high/We were low/But I promise I will never let you go/Said I got I got I got I got your back boy" - T.I. and Keri Hilson

Hello. Let the record show that jail did not suck all the talent out of T.I. His new song featuring Keri Hilson is pretty amazing. I like the lyrics, hence it being the title of todays blog. The song is called Got your back. The lyrics are the sweetest thing. I would post the whole thing but you all should listen to the song. Tameka "Tiny" is really lucky she has a guy who will write a song like that about her. The song is perfecty fitting for my new romance-ish mood...

I wondered how long it would last. Me pretending that I didn't want a certain guy. For awhile I did really stop thinking about him. I filled my mind up with various diffrent things. But then last night I started writing. The book I am writing happens to be a love story. It reminded me how much I want the scenes to come to life only this time I would be mary. I don't know what it is about someone whos barley said two words to me in the last decade, that makes me so attracted. It can't be for no reason right?

Its weird because I have virtually no one to talk about this whole ordeal because I can't explain it. It just feels like for some reason deep down inside I feel like he is the guy that can make the anxiety go away. For some reason when something involves him I just feel like myself. That may not be the case in person, but when we're not in person. For some reason I feel like maybe he has the potential to like me. All of me. The me with the messed up hair (remind me to thank edith a thank you not for that), the me who ways more then the average 95 pounds (thank you paris hilton for making aneorix beauty... she needs a thank you note also), the me who speaks swahilli and is more african then she lets on, and just me. All of me. He haen't showed a single sign of liking any of me but for some reason I think he has the potential. And thats what makes so into him. not to meantion hes perfect....

But along with perfect hes far away. Practically on the other side of the world. And theres also other complications that come with him. It woulden't be easy but making work would make it so much sweeter. I have fallen again, and the sad thing is he still didn't do a single thing to deserve it. Maybe he sent flowers to the wrong house? haha. Just joking. I'm crazy to like someone that dosne't like me. I've been doing it my whole life and this story always ends the same way. I'm just going to have to deal.

song of the day: Got your Back - T.I. featuring Keri Hilson (I want a man to have my back like T.I. has Tiny's. No I don't want a guy with a million guns but I guy who will fight with me, for me any time of the day. You think he can fall from the sky?)

quote of the day: She could talk about him all day, but when hes actually there shes speechless - Teen quotes on twitter

Apolagies are like white out. They can cover up a mistake but they can never make it go away - person who runs teen quotes

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