Hello Everyone!
Its friday! Yay! The snow is still on the round and the view from my window is kind of a little beautiful. Its warm in here and i'm more thankful then ever for havin a roof over my head. So i've been hearing about quite a few interesting news stories. I'll start with the miraculous one, because theres nothing like a miracle to cheer a person on. So there was a girl, 23 years old who was kidnapped at only a few days old and found her parents! Exciting right? When she was an infant in the hospital, this women dressed up as a nurse and stole the baby. How suckish would that be? Someone just steals your new born baby and raises her as her own when shes a real quack. Apperently this happens all the time, peoples babies get stolen or mixed up. I think if I was a mother who just gave birth I woulden't want them to take my baby away, i'd rather I be able to stay in the same room. The girl figured out she was a stolen baby when her fake "mother" wasen't able to produce a birth certificate for her, and thats really fishy. All of you should have a birth certificate, if you don't then something fishy's going on. But when she realized that she may be stolen or something she went to the police, matched her DNA and age and they set her up with her real parents.
So she has a happy but akward ending. Can you imagine having to meet your own parents. You'd be super worried about what to talk about, and they may feel more connected to you then you feel to them. Its really rough and hard to imagine. But i'm glad the psyco women didn't kill her though. Shes still on the loose so protect your babies readers. On the subject of babies, did you hear about the school where 90 of the students are pregnant or gave birth earlier this year (as is 2011). Its a high school, in Memphis, TN. Can you believe that? Kim Kardashian, someone I semi- look up too spoke about this earlier and I was really with her on this one. She spoke about how having a baby changes your life and most people just aren't ready to do that anywhere from 15-18 years of age. People watch these shows like Teen Mom, and Secret Life of the American Teenager and get all these crazy ideas about what it will be like for them. Its fun to watch, but not so fun to live from waht I can think of. These are 90 students, meaning they probably don't have any jobs or places of their own. Where are they gonna put these babies? You know its really easy to get pregnant, but to raise your baby and teach them all the things they need to no isen't easy.
Another thing I don't get is at this point don't we all know about condoms and birth control? I feel like if your old enough to have sex you should be old enough to protect yourself from whats out there. I understand that some people can't use birth control because of religious affiliations, but other then that its a good way to keep yourself from being in an impossible to handle situations. Babies are hard work, 18 years of it. And you may have a lot of love in your heart but not have what it takes to bring up a child in a happy, healthy enviorment. I personally don't believe in abortion & I bet some of those girls don't either. But maybe they could consider adoption and some other resources if their not fit to be mothers. I also wonder who fathered these children. If this is a posative situation there are 90 different fathers but part if me thinks it could be a one man/two baby situation. Theres so much that goes into this story but just pray for these teens. Keep them in your posative thoughts and hopefully they'll be able to raise future presidents and actors. I want nothing but the best for all of them, but I wrote some of this harsh stuff so that those of you who are thinking about getting yourself in a situation would remember that its not as easy as it looks on t.v.
song of the day: Tied together with a smile by Taylor Swift
quote of the day: "Girls," she pleaded, "please, think very carefully before you make these kinds of decisions. Talk to your family, friends, teachers, and most of all, be careful."
- Kim Kardashian
About Me
- Forever yours, Mariam
- My name is Mariam and through this blog I'm discovering things about the world, and about myself. Through all my blogs you'll see craziness, political insight, celebrity mania, musical interest, total drama queen-ness,all about boys, and ever changing views on everything. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoy writing it. You're about read the pages of my epic diary. Welcome to my world, and feel free to come back ;)
Friday, January 21, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
"I know theres sunshine beyond that rain/I know theres good times beyond that pain/Can you tell me how I can make a change"
Hey!
This is a continuation of my blog from just a few minutes ago. Now I get to talk to you about something sad I went through. I'm a lot better now though. So these last couple days my whole life has been about Encore! Encore is this show that my choir puts in where we perform songs. Its kinda like a less cool version of Glee, but its just as serious. We have to have costumes, coreography, good vocals, and all that has to be disucssed and done outside of class. I'm in the groups singing, Shout, Like a Prayer, Say My Name, I wanna Dance with Somebody, and Total Eclipse of the Heart. The like a prayer group had a rehersal where we were gonna decide who gets the solo. For some reason I really wanted the solo, more then anything. It was really cool, because I finally realized that I absolutley love to sing. And I would like to do that in front of others. So I practiced over the weekend and really thought I stood a chance at the solo.
I think you can predict...I didn't get it. I just got so sad and heartbroken over the whole thing. I seriously cried. Weird, I know but it just really hurt me. And part of it was that i'd just come from a great enviorenment with such caring and concerened people. I came home to my family who really cares about me, but it just seemed like I had no one to really lean on outside of my family. It kinda sucked and I was feeling really bad. And once one thing goes wrong another does. So I get over it, do my homework and when I wake up I have swollen eyes. My first reaction was, OH my gosh my mom was right! When you wear make up too much you start to look ugly without it. My poor face!. It sounds dumb but I coulden't put my finger on what was different about my face. After a couple minutes in front of the mirror I realized my eyes were swollen. It looked terrible, so my mom had the idea to hide it with my glasses. Thank goodness no one noticed.
The next thing that happened wasen't too bad, but today in choir we had to state our sizes. My last name comes first so I said large, then the girl was like "just so everyone knows the shirts run really big so you don't need to worry about getting a bigger size) then the girl stares at me waiting for me to change so I saw I'll take medium I guess. Now I wanted to slap myself for being less confident but 97% of the girls in there said they were small and trust me, they weren't all small. It was the perfect example of how our society pressures people into being skinny. Now i'm gonna get a shirt that doesn't fit and its gonna suck. I went up to change it after class, but the sheet was gone. So now I might get stuck with a small shirt thats all tight on my boobs and stomach. That will be great won't it? Not! I over worry about everything but, I feel like i'm doing it with good reason this time. Hopefully the sheet will still be there tomorow.
song of the day: Pray by Justin Bieber
quote of the day: Its funny how when you do something nice no one notices, but when you make a mistake no one forgets
This is a continuation of my blog from just a few minutes ago. Now I get to talk to you about something sad I went through. I'm a lot better now though. So these last couple days my whole life has been about Encore! Encore is this show that my choir puts in where we perform songs. Its kinda like a less cool version of Glee, but its just as serious. We have to have costumes, coreography, good vocals, and all that has to be disucssed and done outside of class. I'm in the groups singing, Shout, Like a Prayer, Say My Name, I wanna Dance with Somebody, and Total Eclipse of the Heart. The like a prayer group had a rehersal where we were gonna decide who gets the solo. For some reason I really wanted the solo, more then anything. It was really cool, because I finally realized that I absolutley love to sing. And I would like to do that in front of others. So I practiced over the weekend and really thought I stood a chance at the solo.
I think you can predict...I didn't get it. I just got so sad and heartbroken over the whole thing. I seriously cried. Weird, I know but it just really hurt me. And part of it was that i'd just come from a great enviorenment with such caring and concerened people. I came home to my family who really cares about me, but it just seemed like I had no one to really lean on outside of my family. It kinda sucked and I was feeling really bad. And once one thing goes wrong another does. So I get over it, do my homework and when I wake up I have swollen eyes. My first reaction was, OH my gosh my mom was right! When you wear make up too much you start to look ugly without it. My poor face!. It sounds dumb but I coulden't put my finger on what was different about my face. After a couple minutes in front of the mirror I realized my eyes were swollen. It looked terrible, so my mom had the idea to hide it with my glasses. Thank goodness no one noticed.
The next thing that happened wasen't too bad, but today in choir we had to state our sizes. My last name comes first so I said large, then the girl was like "just so everyone knows the shirts run really big so you don't need to worry about getting a bigger size) then the girl stares at me waiting for me to change so I saw I'll take medium I guess. Now I wanted to slap myself for being less confident but 97% of the girls in there said they were small and trust me, they weren't all small. It was the perfect example of how our society pressures people into being skinny. Now i'm gonna get a shirt that doesn't fit and its gonna suck. I went up to change it after class, but the sheet was gone. So now I might get stuck with a small shirt thats all tight on my boobs and stomach. That will be great won't it? Not! I over worry about everything but, I feel like i'm doing it with good reason this time. Hopefully the sheet will still be there tomorow.
song of the day: Pray by Justin Bieber
quote of the day: Its funny how when you do something nice no one notices, but when you make a mistake no one forgets
"I have a dream that one day/I'ma look deep within myself/i gotta find a way/My dream is to be free"
Hey Everyone!
It's been awhile, I think you should all know that its snowing over here and it looks beautiful. And I have two stories to tell you, one of an ultimate high and the other of an ultimate low. I'm going to start with the good news but if your reading this from oldest to newest you might end up hearing the bad news first. oh well. The good news is that this last long weeked I went to an amazing Christian Youth Event called Miqra. Miqra means public reading of the bible in hebrew. Hebrew is the original language of the christian faith for those of you who don't know because we recieved the old testement from the jewish. At this event the bible is being read every second till monday morning when we end with Revelations the last page of the bible. But we really don't end up hearing much of it. The whole time we play games, and have awesome activities.
This even was held at this beautiful cathedral, with amazing stain glass windows of every color and shape. There were plenty of candles and the location had a good feel to it. When my dad dropped me off I was really worried and prepared to spend a weekend by myself. This was because I didn't know anyone at the event. What I didn't know was that i'd end up spending the next 72 hours of my life with some of the kindest people around. Everyone there was so nice, and I just knew it was the God in them. I go to school with some pretty rude people so going to this event opened my eyes to a different and better life. These kids were very friendly, almost all watched glee, some weren't allowed to date or get on sites like facebook and they didn't complain or do it behind their parents backs. They were really cool to me for that. The adults were really nice as well.
We played a really awesome game where we got 25 song lyrics and we had to guess the song. Of course I was beast at that game because I always have song lyrics for this blog , so I really helped my "tribe". At youth events we almost always have tribes previously known as family groups. Its just a small group that you can meet up with to do activities that you get assigned with and can get closer too people and god then when your in a big group. Afterwards we took pictures describing all the lyrics. We sang plenty of praise and worship songs and of course read the bible. That was the first time i've read the bible for an hour strait. I was pleased with what I read and inspired to read more. The whole thing was on youtube so my family saw it and it was cool :)
We also had a dance that was fun. We did stuff like the electric slide, cha cha slide, cupids shuffle, thriller dance, and some other stuff. They also jammed out to Teach Me How to Dougi and Bottoms up and stuff. Yes we were in a church, and yes it was ok. We're episcopalian and we embrace who we are. If you don't listen to bottoms up in a church but listen it at home who are you lying too? The big man upstairs knows what you do in church and out. I had a great time and met some cool people. It was a great expireance
song of the day: I have a dream by Common
quote of the day: An indivisual has not started living until he can rise about the narrow confines of his indiviualistic concerns to the broader concerns of humanity - Martin Luther King Jr.
It's been awhile, I think you should all know that its snowing over here and it looks beautiful. And I have two stories to tell you, one of an ultimate high and the other of an ultimate low. I'm going to start with the good news but if your reading this from oldest to newest you might end up hearing the bad news first. oh well. The good news is that this last long weeked I went to an amazing Christian Youth Event called Miqra. Miqra means public reading of the bible in hebrew. Hebrew is the original language of the christian faith for those of you who don't know because we recieved the old testement from the jewish. At this event the bible is being read every second till monday morning when we end with Revelations the last page of the bible. But we really don't end up hearing much of it. The whole time we play games, and have awesome activities.
This even was held at this beautiful cathedral, with amazing stain glass windows of every color and shape. There were plenty of candles and the location had a good feel to it. When my dad dropped me off I was really worried and prepared to spend a weekend by myself. This was because I didn't know anyone at the event. What I didn't know was that i'd end up spending the next 72 hours of my life with some of the kindest people around. Everyone there was so nice, and I just knew it was the God in them. I go to school with some pretty rude people so going to this event opened my eyes to a different and better life. These kids were very friendly, almost all watched glee, some weren't allowed to date or get on sites like facebook and they didn't complain or do it behind their parents backs. They were really cool to me for that. The adults were really nice as well.
We played a really awesome game where we got 25 song lyrics and we had to guess the song. Of course I was beast at that game because I always have song lyrics for this blog , so I really helped my "tribe". At youth events we almost always have tribes previously known as family groups. Its just a small group that you can meet up with to do activities that you get assigned with and can get closer too people and god then when your in a big group. Afterwards we took pictures describing all the lyrics. We sang plenty of praise and worship songs and of course read the bible. That was the first time i've read the bible for an hour strait. I was pleased with what I read and inspired to read more. The whole thing was on youtube so my family saw it and it was cool :)
We also had a dance that was fun. We did stuff like the electric slide, cha cha slide, cupids shuffle, thriller dance, and some other stuff. They also jammed out to Teach Me How to Dougi and Bottoms up and stuff. Yes we were in a church, and yes it was ok. We're episcopalian and we embrace who we are. If you don't listen to bottoms up in a church but listen it at home who are you lying too? The big man upstairs knows what you do in church and out. I had a great time and met some cool people. It was a great expireance
song of the day: I have a dream by Common
quote of the day: An indivisual has not started living until he can rise about the narrow confines of his indiviualistic concerns to the broader concerns of humanity - Martin Luther King Jr.
Friday, January 14, 2011
"I wanna dance with somebody/I wanna feel the heat with somebody/I wanna dance with somebody/Somebody who loves you
Hey!
Whats up my people? I seriously spent a long time thinking about my last couple of blogs. Part of me was tempted to delete them, but why would I hide what I was feeling. I seriously was feeling all of that, but now I'm in a less sentimental mood. I still feel the same things but I have my head on straight and am thinking about other things more and not just worrying about my non exsist love life, or future love life. I'm so weird. Part of my problem is I can't control my thoughts. I'm akways thinking and always having different thoughts. Its weird, but I'm used to it. Remember I said I don't get oppurtunities? Got one, didn't use it. Slap me on the hand, God gives me what I ask for and I don't open the gift. So sad, but on a different note.
You. all. have. been. living. a. lie. Don't get mad and stop reading this now, I'm not judging your life or anything weird. I'm talking about star signs. Did you hear about the change? They added a 13th sign which I now am, and it sucks. I am a sagittarious. I like being a sagittarious, its fun and sagittarious's are love matched with the best guys, aries, and scorpios :) Some of you are probably thinking, well what ev i'm still the same sign. No a lot of you probably changed when they divided the months differences. The horescope masters say this star has been in the sky for a long time they just weren't ready to make the change. A lot of people aren't believing their new sign, because it was the eastern horescope types that added the new star and most of us in the U.S. and U.K. follow the western systems. Its all super confuzing, but thats half the fun of it right?
So I'm going to Miqra this weekend, if your a crazy stalker pretend you didn't read that. Unless your a devishly handsome aries,scorpio,or Leo stalker, then feel free to come back because like I said, I'm sagittarious at heart :) Anyways back to Miqra, Miqra is a hebrew word for reading (if you were jewish you probably know that). And throughout the whole event we read the bible from front to finish. The bible never stops being read. I don't know anyone whos going and I'm venturing out on my own, but you know what I need more faith in my life. I feel like I'm not where I used to be with my religion and I started relying more on 11:11 and less on God. Thats just not the way I was raised and not the way I want to live my life. Let me tell you, Episcopalians are the kindest of people. I'm not just saying that cause i'm one I'm telling you because its the truth. I just find it hard to connect with people sometimes, but i'll put my best foot forward at this youth event. Wish me luck guys.
song of the day: I wannna dance with somebody by Whitney Houstan (it puts me in a good mood). Listen to it, I dare you. Its one of my Encore songs. I feel the same way as her, I want to really dance with somebody and feel it from head to toe. Someday :)
quote of the day: A loving heart is the beginning of all knowledge.
Whats up my people? I seriously spent a long time thinking about my last couple of blogs. Part of me was tempted to delete them, but why would I hide what I was feeling. I seriously was feeling all of that, but now I'm in a less sentimental mood. I still feel the same things but I have my head on straight and am thinking about other things more and not just worrying about my non exsist love life, or future love life. I'm so weird. Part of my problem is I can't control my thoughts. I'm akways thinking and always having different thoughts. Its weird, but I'm used to it. Remember I said I don't get oppurtunities? Got one, didn't use it. Slap me on the hand, God gives me what I ask for and I don't open the gift. So sad, but on a different note.
You. all. have. been. living. a. lie. Don't get mad and stop reading this now, I'm not judging your life or anything weird. I'm talking about star signs. Did you hear about the change? They added a 13th sign which I now am, and it sucks. I am a sagittarious. I like being a sagittarious, its fun and sagittarious's are love matched with the best guys, aries, and scorpios :) Some of you are probably thinking, well what ev i'm still the same sign. No a lot of you probably changed when they divided the months differences. The horescope masters say this star has been in the sky for a long time they just weren't ready to make the change. A lot of people aren't believing their new sign, because it was the eastern horescope types that added the new star and most of us in the U.S. and U.K. follow the western systems. Its all super confuzing, but thats half the fun of it right?
So I'm going to Miqra this weekend, if your a crazy stalker pretend you didn't read that. Unless your a devishly handsome aries,scorpio,or Leo stalker, then feel free to come back because like I said, I'm sagittarious at heart :) Anyways back to Miqra, Miqra is a hebrew word for reading (if you were jewish you probably know that). And throughout the whole event we read the bible from front to finish. The bible never stops being read. I don't know anyone whos going and I'm venturing out on my own, but you know what I need more faith in my life. I feel like I'm not where I used to be with my religion and I started relying more on 11:11 and less on God. Thats just not the way I was raised and not the way I want to live my life. Let me tell you, Episcopalians are the kindest of people. I'm not just saying that cause i'm one I'm telling you because its the truth. I just find it hard to connect with people sometimes, but i'll put my best foot forward at this youth event. Wish me luck guys.
song of the day: I wannna dance with somebody by Whitney Houstan (it puts me in a good mood). Listen to it, I dare you. Its one of my Encore songs. I feel the same way as her, I want to really dance with somebody and feel it from head to toe. Someday :)
quote of the day: A loving heart is the beginning of all knowledge.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
"All those other girls well their beautiful but would they write a song for you?"
"Hey Stephen, I know looks can be deceiving but I know I saw a light in you
As we walked we were talking and I didn't say half the things I wanted to
Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window
I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold
Hey Stephen, boy you might have me believing I don't always have to be alone...
cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help I if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself
Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feeling
So I've got some things to say to you
I seen it all so I thought but I never seen nobody shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving
I think you and I should stay the same
Hey Stephen I could give you fifty reasons why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well they're beautiful but would they write a song for you"
Hey everyone! The Amazing Taylor Swift has brought me full circle. I sang through the sad songs and then hope came in the form of a song called Hey Stephen on shuffle. If you skipped reading all that you totally should, because thats exactly how I feel. Instead of Stephan make it prince's real name and you got me. So Mr. Wonderful, like Taylor said, those other girls are beautiful but would they ever care the way I already do? I would stand tossing rocks at your window forever, well not forever but a long time even in the -7 degree weather like today. And I would do it because I know that your worth it, in every single way. And someday if its in Gods plan,and its supposed to happen, you'll realize it. I'll be waiting when you finally do, make it sooner rather then later though?
This is starting to sound like my old other blog, but I can't help it. I needed to get that out and this is my outlet. I could just tell him, but I don't know if he wants to hear it. Thats just the way life goes, when he wants to hear it I promise you i'll say it. In all its entirety. I won't try and look cool or less mushy or whatever. I'll be me. And If he's lucky i'll still be around ready to love him.... if not, his loss.
As we walked we were talking and I didn't say half the things I wanted to
Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window
I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold
Hey Stephen, boy you might have me believing I don't always have to be alone...
cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help I if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
I can't help myself
Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feeling
So I've got some things to say to you
I seen it all so I thought but I never seen nobody shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving
I think you and I should stay the same
Hey Stephen I could give you fifty reasons why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well they're beautiful but would they write a song for you"
Hey everyone! The Amazing Taylor Swift has brought me full circle. I sang through the sad songs and then hope came in the form of a song called Hey Stephen on shuffle. If you skipped reading all that you totally should, because thats exactly how I feel. Instead of Stephan make it prince's real name and you got me. So Mr. Wonderful, like Taylor said, those other girls are beautiful but would they ever care the way I already do? I would stand tossing rocks at your window forever, well not forever but a long time even in the -7 degree weather like today. And I would do it because I know that your worth it, in every single way. And someday if its in Gods plan,and its supposed to happen, you'll realize it. I'll be waiting when you finally do, make it sooner rather then later though?
This is starting to sound like my old other blog, but I can't help it. I needed to get that out and this is my outlet. I could just tell him, but I don't know if he wants to hear it. Thats just the way life goes, when he wants to hear it I promise you i'll say it. In all its entirety. I won't try and look cool or less mushy or whatever. I'll be me. And If he's lucky i'll still be around ready to love him.... if not, his loss.
"I'm not a princess..."
"I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around"
Dear Taylor Swift,
I would really appriciate it if you stopped stealing all the words I'm thinking.
Thanks Much
The song above is from White Horse by Taylor swift, I'm feeling kind down about stuff now and the song is just perfect. Yes. I am sitting her listening to taylor swift songs about how boys never go for the right girls and other songs about wishing he was mine. Yes. Some would say its pathetic. No I don't think so. Yes. I'll keep doing this till I feel better. No. I don't feel better yet
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around"
Dear Taylor Swift,
I would really appriciate it if you stopped stealing all the words I'm thinking.
Thanks Much
The song above is from White Horse by Taylor swift, I'm feeling kind down about stuff now and the song is just perfect. Yes. I am sitting her listening to taylor swift songs about how boys never go for the right girls and other songs about wishing he was mine. Yes. Some would say its pathetic. No I don't think so. Yes. I'll keep doing this till I feel better. No. I don't feel better yet
"Forget the world now we won't let them see/But theres one thing left to do/That the weight has lifted love has truley shifted my way/Marry Me"
Hey Everyone,
So I'm semi-bummed. Why? I really don't even know. I think it started with school today. No, not the fact that I had to go even though that was sad. I'm jealous of my people down in Atlanta who got to stay home for like a whole week! But anyways when we went to school today we got to fill out our matchmaker forms. If you've been following me since last year then you remember me talking about it then. Everyone at my school, boys & girls are required to fill out a 20 question thing about what their looking for and all this stuff and then we send the forms to Canada (I love canada, I think I might belong there and I can be Drake and Justin Biebers cute girl next door). Anyways they send it to canada and then we get the results on...valentines day. Last year my perfect match actually seemed actually ok, but the last conversation we'd had was in the 2nd grade so I didn't really see us going from strangers to lovers.
Theres nothing wrong with valentines day and all this perfect match lovey dovey stuff aside from the fact it kind of sucks when your single. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being single. I don't even know if I want to be in a relationship for sure it just seems appealing to me. I've never really dated someone, like a real legit relationship. I lost my kissing virginity to my best guy friend and that never went anywhere. It seems like I get close to people then they fall for someone else. It sucks. But anyways, when your alone valentines day is just another day to remember that you are alone.
I've been kind of on the lookout at school for potential valentines but there was no spark with any of them. Some of them were ok, nice sweet boys. Awhile ago I was on the right track of getting over Prince. Then I somehow got some false sense of hope about him and I. But its starting to click with me now that he doesn't like me. You know being facebook friends with someone opens you up to another side of them, the kind you don't really see in person. His facebook alter ego seems really open and friendly like, I'm open to making friends with anyone. But then I try and its like sorry...everyone but you. I don't try very hard, I don't have the oppurtunities, and I'd just love it if he loved me. Am I wrong for that? Am I wrong for wanting to be wanted and wanting to be shown some kind of affection? I've been relating to the song Grenade, Marry Me and Cold as you quite a bit. It sucks when you feel like you really care about someone but you realize they don't feel the same way. And you start to wonder why.
Thats where I'm at. Why not me. Why can't I be the one to make you happy. I don't get it, probably never will, but it sucks.
songs of the day: Grenade by Bruno Mars and Cold As You by Taylor Swift
quotes of the day (all from the songs meantioned above):
"Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you"
- This song is exactly how I feel, T.Swift took the words out of my heart and put them in a song. Its called Cold As You.
"I'd catch a grenade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on the blade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same"
- Grenade by Bruno Mars, it speaks for itself
So I'm semi-bummed. Why? I really don't even know. I think it started with school today. No, not the fact that I had to go even though that was sad. I'm jealous of my people down in Atlanta who got to stay home for like a whole week! But anyways when we went to school today we got to fill out our matchmaker forms. If you've been following me since last year then you remember me talking about it then. Everyone at my school, boys & girls are required to fill out a 20 question thing about what their looking for and all this stuff and then we send the forms to Canada (I love canada, I think I might belong there and I can be Drake and Justin Biebers cute girl next door). Anyways they send it to canada and then we get the results on...valentines day. Last year my perfect match actually seemed actually ok, but the last conversation we'd had was in the 2nd grade so I didn't really see us going from strangers to lovers.
Theres nothing wrong with valentines day and all this perfect match lovey dovey stuff aside from the fact it kind of sucks when your single. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being single. I don't even know if I want to be in a relationship for sure it just seems appealing to me. I've never really dated someone, like a real legit relationship. I lost my kissing virginity to my best guy friend and that never went anywhere. It seems like I get close to people then they fall for someone else. It sucks. But anyways, when your alone valentines day is just another day to remember that you are alone.
I've been kind of on the lookout at school for potential valentines but there was no spark with any of them. Some of them were ok, nice sweet boys. Awhile ago I was on the right track of getting over Prince. Then I somehow got some false sense of hope about him and I. But its starting to click with me now that he doesn't like me. You know being facebook friends with someone opens you up to another side of them, the kind you don't really see in person. His facebook alter ego seems really open and friendly like, I'm open to making friends with anyone. But then I try and its like sorry...everyone but you. I don't try very hard, I don't have the oppurtunities, and I'd just love it if he loved me. Am I wrong for that? Am I wrong for wanting to be wanted and wanting to be shown some kind of affection? I've been relating to the song Grenade, Marry Me and Cold as you quite a bit. It sucks when you feel like you really care about someone but you realize they don't feel the same way. And you start to wonder why.
Thats where I'm at. Why not me. Why can't I be the one to make you happy. I don't get it, probably never will, but it sucks.
songs of the day: Grenade by Bruno Mars and Cold As You by Taylor Swift
quotes of the day (all from the songs meantioned above):
"Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you"
- This song is exactly how I feel, T.Swift took the words out of my heart and put them in a song. Its called Cold As You.
"I'd catch a grenade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on the blade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same"
- Grenade by Bruno Mars, it speaks for itself
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
"Please forgive me if I'm coming off too strong/Hate to stare but their winning and playing my favorite song" - Britney Spears
Hello!
I hope you all are doing great. I hate to state the obvious, but you guys all know that anything can happen right? I mean anything, Barack Obama could knock on your door right now and say that he is your long lost uncle. Someone could show up to school with bad intentions and hurt others. You could buy a lottery ticket for 1 dollar and end up winning a million. Literally anything can happen. That makes me scared and happy at the same time. I'll start with the good news. It makes me super happy because I realize that I could have an amazing future. I could get lucky and become a famous celebrity interviewer or I could find a cure for cancer or do something amazing. It gives me hope for myself and everyone else that they can achieve greatness someday somehow. I kind of found this hope again when I was reading First Steps 2 Forever: My Story by Justin Bieber. It was a really good books and I would suggest you all read it because its great but i'll tell you a little about it.
Justin Bieber was a regular small town boy dreaming of a drivers license. He was into music from the very beginning and did it for fun. He was embarrassed to share his interests with friends so music was just something he did on the side when he wasn't going to a school where they spoke all french (I had to add that tidbit in, he speaks fluent french). So he enters a singing competition, puts it on youtube and the rest is history. A regular guy became a super star in the shortest period of time. He didn't know anyone in the business, and he wasn't filthy rich he was just lucky. This story is proof that there's plenty of luck out there for good, deserving people. You just have to do your part by working hard and figuring out what exactly you were called to do in life.
The downside of anything being able to happen is that bad things can happen just as easily as good things can. So value what you have while you have it. There are people who've been millionaires and ended up in a box asking for money with a "homeless veteran" sign. As fun as it is to hope and long for something better for yourself you should appreciate what you have, because I guarantee that there's someone wishing they could have your life.
I guess the whole point of this blog is prepare to be surprised. You never know what's going to happen.
song of the day: Hold It Against Me - Britney Spears (This is the first single from her new album which dropped 1/11/11. Its already number one on itunes)
quote of the day: "It is said that the saddest thing man will ever face is what might have been. But what of a man whose faced with what was?" - Dan Scott
I hope you all are doing great. I hate to state the obvious, but you guys all know that anything can happen right? I mean anything, Barack Obama could knock on your door right now and say that he is your long lost uncle. Someone could show up to school with bad intentions and hurt others. You could buy a lottery ticket for 1 dollar and end up winning a million. Literally anything can happen. That makes me scared and happy at the same time. I'll start with the good news. It makes me super happy because I realize that I could have an amazing future. I could get lucky and become a famous celebrity interviewer or I could find a cure for cancer or do something amazing. It gives me hope for myself and everyone else that they can achieve greatness someday somehow. I kind of found this hope again when I was reading First Steps 2 Forever: My Story by Justin Bieber. It was a really good books and I would suggest you all read it because its great but i'll tell you a little about it.
Justin Bieber was a regular small town boy dreaming of a drivers license. He was into music from the very beginning and did it for fun. He was embarrassed to share his interests with friends so music was just something he did on the side when he wasn't going to a school where they spoke all french (I had to add that tidbit in, he speaks fluent french). So he enters a singing competition, puts it on youtube and the rest is history. A regular guy became a super star in the shortest period of time. He didn't know anyone in the business, and he wasn't filthy rich he was just lucky. This story is proof that there's plenty of luck out there for good, deserving people. You just have to do your part by working hard and figuring out what exactly you were called to do in life.
The downside of anything being able to happen is that bad things can happen just as easily as good things can. So value what you have while you have it. There are people who've been millionaires and ended up in a box asking for money with a "homeless veteran" sign. As fun as it is to hope and long for something better for yourself you should appreciate what you have, because I guarantee that there's someone wishing they could have your life.
I guess the whole point of this blog is prepare to be surprised. You never know what's going to happen.
song of the day: Hold It Against Me - Britney Spears (This is the first single from her new album which dropped 1/11/11. Its already number one on itunes)
quote of the day: "It is said that the saddest thing man will ever face is what might have been. But what of a man whose faced with what was?" - Dan Scott
"When it seems all your dreams come undone we stand by your side/Filled with hope and with pride we are more then we are/We are One"
Hey Everyone!
You know what makes today amazing? SNOW DAY!!! I'm not that big of a fan of the snow because me and cold don't get along. I prefer to be inside but if snows what it takes for a couple days off of school, i'll take it. We got one yesterday too, I spent the day relaxing at home and watching lots of One Tree Hill. I'm pretty obsessed with that show for those of you who don't know, and if you watch there's a chance that Lucas and Peyton will be coming back for the 8th season!!Thats really exciting news and the perfect transition. My favorite character from one tree hill is Brooke Davis, played by Sophia Bush who actually has a connection to the Arizona murders. Have you all heard about those?
I think the guy was "mental", and the congresswoman was at a SafeWay (super market) and was going to do like a meet and greet with the average jos of America to conversate over what they want to see in the near future and what she can do for them. The guy knew she was going to do this, bought bullets from Walmart (although he was denied at the first two Walmarts he went to) and went to the grocery store. He had one of those guns that shoot on its own and you only pull the trigger once. Sorry if that doesn't make sense, I know absolutely nothing about guns. But anyways so he ends up shooting the congresswoman in the head, she's been in critical condition for the last couple days. He shot I think up to ten people and quite a few of them died.
One of the people who died was a 9 year old girl who happened to be born on 9/11. She was featured in a book as one of the things of hope that came out of such a tragedy. Its really sad that she died during an attack and was born during one as well. My prayers go out to her and her family. This little girl happens to be related to Sophia Bush, it was her second cousin. She was on Chelsea Lately (pretty funny show by the way) and talked about how she never even got a chance to meet her. And she made her realize that life is short and we should all make more time for our families and friends. Its really true. You never know whats going to happen today or the next day. You can just keep your fingers crossed and hope for the best.
Situations like this make me kind of scared for the world. Have you noticed there are more and more crazies out there ready to harm someone else and damage the life of that human being and their family for eternity. Its sad we live in a world thats getting torn further and further apart instead of people coming closer together.
Today is 1/11/11. My hope for the world this year is for us to be one. Just like the date. We need to all come together and learn to love our fellow human beings.
song of the day: We are One - Lion King 2
quote of the day: Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened
You know what makes today amazing? SNOW DAY!!! I'm not that big of a fan of the snow because me and cold don't get along. I prefer to be inside but if snows what it takes for a couple days off of school, i'll take it. We got one yesterday too, I spent the day relaxing at home and watching lots of One Tree Hill. I'm pretty obsessed with that show for those of you who don't know, and if you watch there's a chance that Lucas and Peyton will be coming back for the 8th season!!Thats really exciting news and the perfect transition. My favorite character from one tree hill is Brooke Davis, played by Sophia Bush who actually has a connection to the Arizona murders. Have you all heard about those?
I think the guy was "mental", and the congresswoman was at a SafeWay (super market) and was going to do like a meet and greet with the average jos of America to conversate over what they want to see in the near future and what she can do for them. The guy knew she was going to do this, bought bullets from Walmart (although he was denied at the first two Walmarts he went to) and went to the grocery store. He had one of those guns that shoot on its own and you only pull the trigger once. Sorry if that doesn't make sense, I know absolutely nothing about guns. But anyways so he ends up shooting the congresswoman in the head, she's been in critical condition for the last couple days. He shot I think up to ten people and quite a few of them died.
One of the people who died was a 9 year old girl who happened to be born on 9/11. She was featured in a book as one of the things of hope that came out of such a tragedy. Its really sad that she died during an attack and was born during one as well. My prayers go out to her and her family. This little girl happens to be related to Sophia Bush, it was her second cousin. She was on Chelsea Lately (pretty funny show by the way) and talked about how she never even got a chance to meet her. And she made her realize that life is short and we should all make more time for our families and friends. Its really true. You never know whats going to happen today or the next day. You can just keep your fingers crossed and hope for the best.
Situations like this make me kind of scared for the world. Have you noticed there are more and more crazies out there ready to harm someone else and damage the life of that human being and their family for eternity. Its sad we live in a world thats getting torn further and further apart instead of people coming closer together.
Today is 1/11/11. My hope for the world this year is for us to be one. Just like the date. We need to all come together and learn to love our fellow human beings.
song of the day: We are One - Lion King 2
quote of the day: Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened
Saturday, January 8, 2011
"Hes lightnin'/Sparks Flying/Everywhere I go hes always on my mind/I'm going crazy about him latley/& Can't help myself from how my heart is racing"
Hey!
How have you guys been? I've been burried in homework and some projects all week long. My break is over and i'm back to regular life now. It doesn't feel that great but you know, thats life. School is a little dull and it still feels a little out of place but i'll get back in the hang of things. My favorite class so far is humantities because some of the stuff we're learned about intrests me a lot. We've discovered the evolution of people (not that monkey stuff but about mesopatamia and egypt and the farthest back we can go when it comes to people). I enjoy the class but I wish it was in a smaller setting. There are 45 people in that class. Its huge. Why so many people? I believe it has to do with something called budget cuts. We have two teachers though so it works out fine.
Last night, I was up pretty late talking to my family and then I had an interesting conversation with my cousin. She was telling me about the Weezy story I wrote about on the last blog and we started on the subject of boys like we always seem to do. And of curse when boys come up it always goes back to the one boy. The one boy for me and her one boy. There are many cute boys in the world and they don't go un-noticed but theres always that one boy that just shines brighter to you then the rest you know. Anyways she was giving me advice, about what to do with the crush. I wrote my first book last year as some of you know and the book has a very strong main character. Her advice to me was to be more like the girl in the book and comfront him about how I feel. She thinks I should stop sittin around and writting love/adventure stories and actually live one.
Fear isen't so much the problem anymore. I've really gotten braver and been sticking to my new years resolution about speaking up when I want too and not being so worried about bad things. Before it used to be all about what if he doesn't like me, what if i'm not his type, what if he laughs in my face etc. But then I realized that if that happens I won't die, be sick. The worst that could happen is that i'd be hurt, and get over it. Just like all other bad things that happen in life. I guess i'm just waiting for the right moment to really say what I want to say. Who knows, maybe that right moment is today.
song of the day: He could be the one by Miley Cyrus (yes I like this song, yes i'm over 8 years old, and yes I don't care if I'm not "cool" for listening to it"
quote of the day: I will never be your first kiss. i will never be your first love. im not your first valentine, first fight, first teddy bear, or first date. im not in this to be your first anything...i just want to be your last
How have you guys been? I've been burried in homework and some projects all week long. My break is over and i'm back to regular life now. It doesn't feel that great but you know, thats life. School is a little dull and it still feels a little out of place but i'll get back in the hang of things. My favorite class so far is humantities because some of the stuff we're learned about intrests me a lot. We've discovered the evolution of people (not that monkey stuff but about mesopatamia and egypt and the farthest back we can go when it comes to people). I enjoy the class but I wish it was in a smaller setting. There are 45 people in that class. Its huge. Why so many people? I believe it has to do with something called budget cuts. We have two teachers though so it works out fine.
Last night, I was up pretty late talking to my family and then I had an interesting conversation with my cousin. She was telling me about the Weezy story I wrote about on the last blog and we started on the subject of boys like we always seem to do. And of curse when boys come up it always goes back to the one boy. The one boy for me and her one boy. There are many cute boys in the world and they don't go un-noticed but theres always that one boy that just shines brighter to you then the rest you know. Anyways she was giving me advice, about what to do with the crush. I wrote my first book last year as some of you know and the book has a very strong main character. Her advice to me was to be more like the girl in the book and comfront him about how I feel. She thinks I should stop sittin around and writting love/adventure stories and actually live one.
Fear isen't so much the problem anymore. I've really gotten braver and been sticking to my new years resolution about speaking up when I want too and not being so worried about bad things. Before it used to be all about what if he doesn't like me, what if i'm not his type, what if he laughs in my face etc. But then I realized that if that happens I won't die, be sick. The worst that could happen is that i'd be hurt, and get over it. Just like all other bad things that happen in life. I guess i'm just waiting for the right moment to really say what I want to say. Who knows, maybe that right moment is today.
song of the day: He could be the one by Miley Cyrus (yes I like this song, yes i'm over 8 years old, and yes I don't care if I'm not "cool" for listening to it"
quote of the day: I will never be your first kiss. i will never be your first love. im not your first valentine, first fight, first teddy bear, or first date. im not in this to be your first anything...i just want to be your last
Friday, January 7, 2011
"I lost my mind somewhere out there stranded"
Hey everyone!
I hope you all are doing great. I heard a story and I just had to tell you all about it. It's about Lil Wayne, Weezy or whatever you want to call him. He's the guy who's the face of you g money and the rapper who sold a the mist albums in a week before Taylor Swifts Speak Now album. I listen to his songs occasionally but I definatly woulden't call myself a die hard fan. I recently saw his interview with Katie Couric and was really impressed by him. He seemed like an intelligent young man who cares about his family very much. That was before I read the following:
We wrote it off as just a lyric when Lil Wayne said “Beautiful black woman, I bet that b*tch look better red” in his new song “Right Above.” But could the father of this beautiful brown-skinned girl really be color struck?
According to one of our readers, the answer is a hardy yes. Destiny, who describes herself as dark-skinned, says that derogatory statements made during a recent encounter with Wayne and his Young Money lackeys left her determined never to support the rapper again.:
We met up with Mack Maine from Young Money, he then took us to a hotel a couple of other girls were there and so was Lil Wayne, Guda Guda, Lil Chuckee, and Birdman. When we entered the room Guda was like “Damn, y’all pretty, to be dark skin.” And then Wayne quoted a verse from his song ["Right Above"]. I heard the song before and I was offended when I heard the lyrics, but I brushed my feelings off and forgot about what the gremlin said. But him saying it over again made me angry as hell. So me being the outspoken person that I am, I said, “Wayne, your daughter is dark skin so why would you say such ignorance?” He said ‘My daughter is a dark skinned millionaire, that’s the difference between her and you.”
I can tell he was very upset because i bought his daughter up but that is no excuse for what he said. Next he stated, “MY daughter is the first and last dark skin child I’m having. The rest of my baby moms [are] light skinned chicks. I even got an Asian baby moms to make sure I have a daughter with good hair. Too bad we had a son.”
Everybody started laughing and [we] stormed out of the room. Some guys followed us saying “Not everybody hate dark skinned girls. Young Money just allergic to Chocolate."
Well that story kind of changed my mind about him. Like with every celebrity story it didn't change my mind about his rapping abilities or his buisness men abilities but about his characters. What is it with guys and dark girls? This kind of touched me because I'm a dark skinned girl so Lil Wayne is showing hate for people like me. His daughter really is a beautiful dark skinned girl. I would think the comment the lady made about her would make him change his positions on the whole thing but instead he said "thats the last dark skinned child i'm having". She truley is the last he had, the rest of his babies are dark but just as cute as reginae.
Lil Wayne himself commented on twitter saying: "Rumors or as dumb as the people who believe them" "Y'all know I didn't say that shi[*]"
His duaghter Reginae said: "Okay!! @litunechi is my father I dnt kno wat this dark skin stuff about but y'all siybdubg crazy I'm not in this!! AT the end of the day I love my father no matter wat??"
You choose who to believe, here are some pics of Wayne and his kids
This is reginae, the one who was brought up in the story about being dark
This is Reginae and his oldest son, coulden't find pictures of his youngest two
Just for the record theres no doubt that lil wayne loves his daughter, even though shes dark and loves his kids all the same. Its just about his taste. And its not wrong to be attracted to a certain type of girl, just don't hurt the type that doesn't fit the description. And it really could be made up, who knows.
song of the day: Right Above it - Lil Wayne ft. Drake
Quote of the day: Rumors [are] as dumb as the people who believe them
I hope you all are doing great. I heard a story and I just had to tell you all about it. It's about Lil Wayne, Weezy or whatever you want to call him. He's the guy who's the face of you g money and the rapper who sold a the mist albums in a week before Taylor Swifts Speak Now album. I listen to his songs occasionally but I definatly woulden't call myself a die hard fan. I recently saw his interview with Katie Couric and was really impressed by him. He seemed like an intelligent young man who cares about his family very much. That was before I read the following:
We wrote it off as just a lyric when Lil Wayne said “Beautiful black woman, I bet that b*tch look better red” in his new song “Right Above.” But could the father of this beautiful brown-skinned girl really be color struck?
According to one of our readers, the answer is a hardy yes. Destiny, who describes herself as dark-skinned, says that derogatory statements made during a recent encounter with Wayne and his Young Money lackeys left her determined never to support the rapper again.:
We met up with Mack Maine from Young Money, he then took us to a hotel a couple of other girls were there and so was Lil Wayne, Guda Guda, Lil Chuckee, and Birdman. When we entered the room Guda was like “Damn, y’all pretty, to be dark skin.” And then Wayne quoted a verse from his song ["Right Above"]. I heard the song before and I was offended when I heard the lyrics, but I brushed my feelings off and forgot about what the gremlin said. But him saying it over again made me angry as hell. So me being the outspoken person that I am, I said, “Wayne, your daughter is dark skin so why would you say such ignorance?” He said ‘My daughter is a dark skinned millionaire, that’s the difference between her and you.”
I can tell he was very upset because i bought his daughter up but that is no excuse for what he said. Next he stated, “MY daughter is the first and last dark skin child I’m having. The rest of my baby moms [are] light skinned chicks. I even got an Asian baby moms to make sure I have a daughter with good hair. Too bad we had a son.”
Everybody started laughing and [we] stormed out of the room. Some guys followed us saying “Not everybody hate dark skinned girls. Young Money just allergic to Chocolate."
Well that story kind of changed my mind about him. Like with every celebrity story it didn't change my mind about his rapping abilities or his buisness men abilities but about his characters. What is it with guys and dark girls? This kind of touched me because I'm a dark skinned girl so Lil Wayne is showing hate for people like me. His daughter really is a beautiful dark skinned girl. I would think the comment the lady made about her would make him change his positions on the whole thing but instead he said "thats the last dark skinned child i'm having". She truley is the last he had, the rest of his babies are dark but just as cute as reginae.
Lil Wayne himself commented on twitter saying: "Rumors or as dumb as the people who believe them" "Y'all know I didn't say that shi[*]"
His duaghter Reginae said: "Okay!! @litunechi is my father I dnt kno wat this dark skin stuff about but y'all siybdubg crazy I'm not in this!! AT the end of the day I love my father no matter wat??"
You choose who to believe, here are some pics of Wayne and his kids
This is reginae, the one who was brought up in the story about being dark
This is Reginae and his oldest son, coulden't find pictures of his youngest two
Just for the record theres no doubt that lil wayne loves his daughter, even though shes dark and loves his kids all the same. Its just about his taste. And its not wrong to be attracted to a certain type of girl, just don't hurt the type that doesn't fit the description. And it really could be made up, who knows.
song of the day: Right Above it - Lil Wayne ft. Drake
Quote of the day: Rumors [are] as dumb as the people who believe them
Monday, January 3, 2011
"I'm gonna put you first/I'm gonna show your worth/If you let me inside of your world/There's gonna be one less lonely girl"
Hey!
So I love to be the one to bring you your celebrity news first but yesterday I got caught up in a little something I like to call sleep and didn't catch what was a trending topic on twitter for the rest of the day. AT 2:52 a.m. yesterday some pictures appeared on some website called Just Jared. Guess who they were of. Justin Bieber and...Selena Gomez. I know, I know you guys don't want to hear about teen stars, but i'll get to the adult celeb drama soon. The pictures were pretty romantic and a little bit pg-13 if you know what I mean (love how that rhymed). Justin and Selena spent the whole month of December talking about how their just friends. Justin B. is 16 years old and Selena is 18. This would be an illegal relationship. I personally think thats why their keeping it on the down low. That and a million girls were weeping on twitter. If you were one of the weeping ones I say, when you really love someone you want them to be happy. If Selena is what makes justin happy, then let him have her. The pictures were removed from the website by mid afternoon, but there was one of him kissing her on the cheek, and this other one of his hand on her a**. See for yourself:
Their kind of cute together don't you think? The only issue is that he seems to young to have rented this whole house for him and his friends (rumor only, no one really knows about weather there were parents there but body guards were for sure). Theres also another rumor that Selena Gomez had a purity ring that can't be seen in the pictures above. hmm, whole house just for you and your sexy boyfriend. No purity ring. Sounds a little fishy...
For the record, if there was a trading lives machine I would totally trade with Selena just for a couple days with JB. Maybe its the bieberfever talking
That adult celeb gossip I promised is simply a rumor. I don't believe it but a lot of people do. As most of us know now 2010's sexiest man alive: Ryan Renolds has broken up with his wife Scarlet Johansen. A lot of people speculated that it had something to do with an affair. With whom you ask? Sandra Bullock. Do you believe it?
song of the day: One Less Lonely Girl by Justin Bieber
quote of the day:Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it. - Benjamin Franklin
So I love to be the one to bring you your celebrity news first but yesterday I got caught up in a little something I like to call sleep and didn't catch what was a trending topic on twitter for the rest of the day. AT 2:52 a.m. yesterday some pictures appeared on some website called Just Jared. Guess who they were of. Justin Bieber and...Selena Gomez. I know, I know you guys don't want to hear about teen stars, but i'll get to the adult celeb drama soon. The pictures were pretty romantic and a little bit pg-13 if you know what I mean (love how that rhymed). Justin and Selena spent the whole month of December talking about how their just friends. Justin B. is 16 years old and Selena is 18. This would be an illegal relationship. I personally think thats why their keeping it on the down low. That and a million girls were weeping on twitter. If you were one of the weeping ones I say, when you really love someone you want them to be happy. If Selena is what makes justin happy, then let him have her. The pictures were removed from the website by mid afternoon, but there was one of him kissing her on the cheek, and this other one of his hand on her a**. See for yourself:
Their kind of cute together don't you think? The only issue is that he seems to young to have rented this whole house for him and his friends (rumor only, no one really knows about weather there were parents there but body guards were for sure). Theres also another rumor that Selena Gomez had a purity ring that can't be seen in the pictures above. hmm, whole house just for you and your sexy boyfriend. No purity ring. Sounds a little fishy...
For the record, if there was a trading lives machine I would totally trade with Selena just for a couple days with JB. Maybe its the bieberfever talking
That adult celeb gossip I promised is simply a rumor. I don't believe it but a lot of people do. As most of us know now 2010's sexiest man alive: Ryan Renolds has broken up with his wife Scarlet Johansen. A lot of people speculated that it had something to do with an affair. With whom you ask? Sandra Bullock. Do you believe it?
song of the day: One Less Lonely Girl by Justin Bieber
quote of the day:Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it. - Benjamin Franklin
Saturday, January 1, 2011
"This is the first Ive seen your face but theres a chance we are soulmates/I know it sounds crazy cuz you don't know my name/we can't tell the future"
Hey Everyone!
Do you remember the first time you were ever teased? I don't,it must have been forever ago when I was still a little girl. You know whats weird about me not remembering? I remember everything, down to the outfit I wore at the moment sometimes. But I never, ever remember the bad moments. I think this is normal, because people tend to block "tramatic" moments in their lives out so as not to have to relive them. Its definatly a good thing because imagine if you had to carry every negative thing someones said to you with you everywhere you go. But do you remember your mistakes? I really hope your answer to that question is yes, not because your mistakes are something you should be proud of, but because forgetting them means theres a chance you'll make them again. We all probably made our share of mistakes in 2010. Some of them may have been as huge as theft or abusing someone and some of them may be a little as walking by someone without saying excuse me. But these mistakes are worth remembering so we won't make them again in 2011 and suffer throuh the consequences.
Sometimes the reason we keep making mistakes is we don't want to believe the original results. I don't know about you, but I live in la la land. I'm always off into space imagining everything, and how cool it would be if this or this happened. Its just the way I am and the way I've always been. I like to dream big and escape my world through creating these fantasies and stories. Or dreaming up ideas for the blog and stuff. But sometimes living in la la land means me missing serious stuff from reality land. Not reality t.v. land even though I love escaping into that one too but reality reality. The real, and sometimes hard things that happen in life. And I forget that life can't always be as easy and happy as it is in all my stories and day dreams. So for this reason, I think before we all go on starting a new year and a new lifestyle we should think over the mistakes we made over the last year in order to avoid them this year.
But when we remember these mistakes, they shoulden't bring us down about taking risks. A risk gone wrong (as long as its not something crazy like jumping off a bridge, or swimming with sharks. I'm thinking more telling people how you feel or taking a crazy unplanned vacation),is better then having sat around at home wishing that you would have given it a try. Don't you think so? Because at least you know that this is the result and you can close the book instead of always being stuck thinking what if.
song of the day: What if by Jason Derulo
quote of the day:
"It's impossible," said pride.
"It's risky," said experience.
"It's pointless," said reason.
"Give it a try," said heart
"we should not just celebrate the end of a year and the begining of a new one, we should celebrate the end of every day knowing we made someone happy and start the next one hoping we can do it again... "
these are both from boardofwisdom.com
Do you remember the first time you were ever teased? I don't,it must have been forever ago when I was still a little girl. You know whats weird about me not remembering? I remember everything, down to the outfit I wore at the moment sometimes. But I never, ever remember the bad moments. I think this is normal, because people tend to block "tramatic" moments in their lives out so as not to have to relive them. Its definatly a good thing because imagine if you had to carry every negative thing someones said to you with you everywhere you go. But do you remember your mistakes? I really hope your answer to that question is yes, not because your mistakes are something you should be proud of, but because forgetting them means theres a chance you'll make them again. We all probably made our share of mistakes in 2010. Some of them may have been as huge as theft or abusing someone and some of them may be a little as walking by someone without saying excuse me. But these mistakes are worth remembering so we won't make them again in 2011 and suffer throuh the consequences.
Sometimes the reason we keep making mistakes is we don't want to believe the original results. I don't know about you, but I live in la la land. I'm always off into space imagining everything, and how cool it would be if this or this happened. Its just the way I am and the way I've always been. I like to dream big and escape my world through creating these fantasies and stories. Or dreaming up ideas for the blog and stuff. But sometimes living in la la land means me missing serious stuff from reality land. Not reality t.v. land even though I love escaping into that one too but reality reality. The real, and sometimes hard things that happen in life. And I forget that life can't always be as easy and happy as it is in all my stories and day dreams. So for this reason, I think before we all go on starting a new year and a new lifestyle we should think over the mistakes we made over the last year in order to avoid them this year.
But when we remember these mistakes, they shoulden't bring us down about taking risks. A risk gone wrong (as long as its not something crazy like jumping off a bridge, or swimming with sharks. I'm thinking more telling people how you feel or taking a crazy unplanned vacation),is better then having sat around at home wishing that you would have given it a try. Don't you think so? Because at least you know that this is the result and you can close the book instead of always being stuck thinking what if.
song of the day: What if by Jason Derulo
quote of the day:
"It's impossible," said pride.
"It's risky," said experience.
"It's pointless," said reason.
"Give it a try," said heart
"we should not just celebrate the end of a year and the begining of a new one, we should celebrate the end of every day knowing we made someone happy and start the next one hoping we can do it again... "
these are both from boardofwisdom.com
"I'd catch a grenade for you/Throw my hand in a blade for you/I'd jump in front of a train for you/I'd do anything for you (yeah yeah yeah)"
Hello My Lovely Followers!
Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy New Years! Goodbye 2010 and hello 2011. Its a new year, and we are all free to start with a clean slate. I didn't realize how ready I was for a fresh start at life until 12:00 finally hit and the weight of the world just escaped my shoulders. I was totally free to start a new. It sounds cheesy but I really felt relieved. This year I want to really live. This whole wanting to feel alive thing started with an episode of gossip girl for me. This women talked about how few moments people really feel alive and on top the world. Really feel good and glad to be on this planet. This year I don't want to go through days of the week numb. I want to go through everything with a posative outlook. State my opinions when they need to be stated and say what I feel. 2010 I held so much in, I didn't say what I wanted to say, and I struggled to say hey, I need you.
We live in a busy world where life is 24/7 now with the blackberry always buzzing. This year I want to be less in the electronic world and more in my own. The time I waste on my iphone is pretty crazy, but theres always so much to do. Its like the perfect little device to help you live through other people with sites like Facebook and Twitter. I'm still going to use all those websites but way less. Thats one of my goals for this year. I also want to have some good meaningful conversations this year. I like to talk and speak my mind but I don't really ever have the right oppurtunities. With my family yes, but I want to talk more to friends and feel a closness to more people. I want to feel less alone. I also want to work towards a level of sucsess weather it be with my book, or my music. I love writting and I need to find time every day to do it. I have a new book idea for 2011 based off of this crazy dream I had. I'd like to complete both these books this year. I also want to make some cool songs where I get my points and feelings across. I want to dive into my music and make it a higher priority in my life.
These are just a few things I have in mind for the new year and i'll keep you updated as I discover new interests and make new goals or resolutions for myself. This is the first of many blogs that I hope to write this year. This is something else I want to dive back into. I want to do more blogging series as well as just random blogs. I'd also like to do more inspirational blogs, books, and songs. The world is cold and mean enough as it is, no need to add more negativity to it. Right now its 1/1/11. It will never be this day again, carpe diam! Seize the day and enjoy every moment of it. Don't foget to make a wish at 11:11, because I have a feeling that on a day of all ones theres a higher chance of the wish coming true.
I hope you all have a very Happy New Year filled with love, joy, and hapiness. We all have the potential to reach greatness and lets let 2011 be the year that we do :)
song of the day: Grenade by Bruno Mars: I wanted to pick the first song of 2011 with terrible consideration but every time I tried to think the lyrics "Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?" poped into my head. So I figured it was meant to me. For the girl readers, lets use this song to inspire us to find a guy who would catch a grenade for us. For those who don't know a grenade is like a small bomb.
quote of the day: 1/1/11 this is the year of 1. With love and sacrifice let's find our unity. Celebrate our differences and embrace our similarities. #Weare1 - Ashton Kutcher, the first tweet I favorited in 2011
Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy New Years! Goodbye 2010 and hello 2011. Its a new year, and we are all free to start with a clean slate. I didn't realize how ready I was for a fresh start at life until 12:00 finally hit and the weight of the world just escaped my shoulders. I was totally free to start a new. It sounds cheesy but I really felt relieved. This year I want to really live. This whole wanting to feel alive thing started with an episode of gossip girl for me. This women talked about how few moments people really feel alive and on top the world. Really feel good and glad to be on this planet. This year I don't want to go through days of the week numb. I want to go through everything with a posative outlook. State my opinions when they need to be stated and say what I feel. 2010 I held so much in, I didn't say what I wanted to say, and I struggled to say hey, I need you.
We live in a busy world where life is 24/7 now with the blackberry always buzzing. This year I want to be less in the electronic world and more in my own. The time I waste on my iphone is pretty crazy, but theres always so much to do. Its like the perfect little device to help you live through other people with sites like Facebook and Twitter. I'm still going to use all those websites but way less. Thats one of my goals for this year. I also want to have some good meaningful conversations this year. I like to talk and speak my mind but I don't really ever have the right oppurtunities. With my family yes, but I want to talk more to friends and feel a closness to more people. I want to feel less alone. I also want to work towards a level of sucsess weather it be with my book, or my music. I love writting and I need to find time every day to do it. I have a new book idea for 2011 based off of this crazy dream I had. I'd like to complete both these books this year. I also want to make some cool songs where I get my points and feelings across. I want to dive into my music and make it a higher priority in my life.
These are just a few things I have in mind for the new year and i'll keep you updated as I discover new interests and make new goals or resolutions for myself. This is the first of many blogs that I hope to write this year. This is something else I want to dive back into. I want to do more blogging series as well as just random blogs. I'd also like to do more inspirational blogs, books, and songs. The world is cold and mean enough as it is, no need to add more negativity to it. Right now its 1/1/11. It will never be this day again, carpe diam! Seize the day and enjoy every moment of it. Don't foget to make a wish at 11:11, because I have a feeling that on a day of all ones theres a higher chance of the wish coming true.
I hope you all have a very Happy New Year filled with love, joy, and hapiness. We all have the potential to reach greatness and lets let 2011 be the year that we do :)
song of the day: Grenade by Bruno Mars: I wanted to pick the first song of 2011 with terrible consideration but every time I tried to think the lyrics "Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?" poped into my head. So I figured it was meant to me. For the girl readers, lets use this song to inspire us to find a guy who would catch a grenade for us. For those who don't know a grenade is like a small bomb.
quote of the day: 1/1/11 this is the year of 1. With love and sacrifice let's find our unity. Celebrate our differences and embrace our similarities. #Weare1 - Ashton Kutcher, the first tweet I favorited in 2011
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