"This is the first Ive seen your face but theres a chance we are soulmates/I know it sounds crazy cuz you don't know my name/we can't tell the future"

Hey Everyone!
Do you remember the first time you were ever teased? I don't,it must have been forever ago when I was still a little girl. You know whats weird about me not remembering? I remember everything, down to the outfit I wore at the moment sometimes. But I never, ever remember the bad moments. I think this is normal, because people tend to block "tramatic" moments in their lives out so as not to have to relive them. Its definatly a good thing because imagine if you had to carry every negative thing someones said to you with you everywhere you go. But do you remember your mistakes? I really hope your answer to that question is yes, not because your mistakes are something you should be proud of, but because forgetting them means theres a chance you'll make them again. We all probably made our share of mistakes in 2010. Some of them may have been as huge as theft or abusing someone and some of them may be a little as walking by someone without saying excuse me. But these mistakes are worth remembering so we won't make them again in 2011 and suffer throuh the consequences.

Sometimes the reason we keep making mistakes is we don't want to believe the original results. I don't know about you, but I live in la la land. I'm always off into space imagining everything, and how cool it would be if this or this happened. Its just the way I am and the way I've always been. I like to dream big and escape my world through creating these fantasies and stories. Or dreaming up ideas for the blog and stuff. But sometimes living in la la land means me missing serious stuff from reality land. Not reality t.v. land even though I love escaping into that one too but reality reality. The real, and sometimes hard things that happen in life. And I forget that life can't always be as easy and happy as it is in all my stories and day dreams. So for this reason, I think before we all go on starting a new year and a new lifestyle we should think over the mistakes we made over the last year in order to avoid them this year.

But when we remember these mistakes, they shoulden't bring us down about taking risks. A risk gone wrong (as long as its not something crazy like jumping off a bridge, or swimming with sharks. I'm thinking more telling people how you feel or taking a crazy unplanned vacation),is better then having sat around at home wishing that you would have given it a try. Don't you think so? Because at least you know that this is the result and you can close the book instead of always being stuck thinking what if.

song of the day: What if by Jason Derulo

quote of the day:
"It's impossible," said pride.
"It's risky," said experience.
"It's pointless," said reason.
"Give it a try," said heart

"we should not just celebrate the end of a year and the begining of a new one, we should celebrate the end of every day knowing we made someone happy and start the next one hoping we can do it again... "

these are both from boardofwisdom.com