I see you driving around w/ the boy I love/& i'm like forget you & forget him too/I guess the change in my pocket wasen't enough/forget you oo ooo"

Hey! Happy Daylight Savings everyone. Its especially happy for me, because I no longer have to freak myself out by driving in the dark to get to 0 hour every morning. I really hate 0 hour guys. I wake up at the crack of dawn to play in orchestra. I discovered something today. I am really bad at the cello. Truth be told I hadn't played just by myself in years so I finally got to hear myself today and it was not very pleasing. It dosen't sound like somethings dying but its not yo yo ma either. For those who don't know yo yo ma is like the best cello in the world. For now at least.

So now my mind is on two things. Formal and My birthday. MY mother actually dreads when my birthdays coming up. Not because she dosen't love me but because its all I can talk about. I get a bit obsessed with making it the perfect day because when else do I get a day where wishes come true, I get a year older and a year wiser. Anyways I like birthdays. I was in choir class and we watched a video about a women turning 107 years old this month. Its amazing! 107 years. Imagine all the stuff thats happened to you in your lifetime then double, triple, or quadruple that. She got through it all with music, which proves that Michael Jackson was right about music having healing powers, and that music is pretty magical. This woman was sent to a concentration camp and managed to save herself with her piano and singing skills. Not only was she the only one in her family to live past the concentration camp but obviously shes really lived. I've noticed the people that have been through a lot live the longest because they get dragon skin. Their so tough that the little things don't get to them because they appreciate each breath they take. Would you guys want to live to 107? Just wondering

So I think I told you all at one point that I wrote a book. I actually finished it and its pretty good if I say so myself. Its all based of day dreams i've had for like forever only I water them down so their not as cheesy and actually make a good story. I stopped writing for a long time, because I wasn't sure about the other main character of the book in my real life and how I felt about them. Yesterday I just got this urge to start writing. I wonder what that means. I'm trying not to feel anything when it comes to Prince (other main character). I don't know I guess its working.

Being a teenager can be pretty hard you know? Theres all this drama with social class and where you stand on the food chain. Then you have to deal with people disliking you just because they can, and judging you. Then you have to learn as much as you can and pray for a scholarship so you can make something of yourself. Its all difficult. But I'm going to make it, I know I Can, you broke the girl in me but you won't break the WOMAN!

song of the day: Forget you by Cee Lo Green (This is AWESOME! Its got an old timey feel too it).

quote of the day: Fiction gives us a second chance that life denies us (this is kind of how I feel about my book. Like its letting me live what I always wanted but the world didn't let me)